Hello my dear Dingleberries,
As some of you may have noticed by now I've settled in to a land of depressed . I'm at a wall in my relationship, in my life, as a mother, as a daughter and as a girlfriend.
Just ranted and raved a whole page worth and deleted it. I won't bring myself down to bitching and pissing and moaning about how awful I think my life is right now. Because you know what? It could always be worse...Right?
Time to take my own advice and Hang in there!
|Day 228, Monday August 20th|
As you all know already it was a pretty shittastic weekend, it's going to take me a few long strides but I'm determined to not let this bother me. I can find other ways to make myself happy and therefore bring in some sunshine for Pokey. I know it's hard to find the light these days, I just hope she doesn't pick up on it.
|Day 229, Tuesday August 21st|
Did everyone catch this weeks Music? It was a personal favorite for me and took me back a few years, more than a few actually, but a good one regardless.
Tomorrow is my What I'm Loving Wednesday. That means all the bad aside.
I ordered three of the photos from the Peachtree Road Race I ran back in July. I'm excited to see them come into the mail. Hopefully they look OK in my hands, the computer made them look OK. So fingers crossed.
My toe nail fell off last week. It's totally yuck. This goes back to the toe injury I suffered after the Peachtree Road race on the walk back to Marta. I thought it odd that it took so long for it to fall off. that was July 4th ya know. It's over 2 months. Weird right?
I want to do another race, or something. I want to do something. It's been so long since I've gone out running or since we've been biking. I'm back on my vitamins with hopes they will chipper me up, but I think I need more. I'm sure of it.
Here' to hoping!
Still no words on the house stuff
::bangs head on hand::
Mama MB seems to be doing OK though. She hasn't complained to me that she's having any negative side effects from this round of chemo either. She did have some swelling in her feet but the Dr advised her that it's from the steroids she's on right now. So we'll see. Keep those prayers coming that they can get something to work on this cancer.
Hang in there!