Saturday, April 30, 2011

Day 114 & 115, 365 Days of 2011

Hey guess what... I may have forgotten...  :/

Thursday, April 28th, 2011
Another day at work... Yea I've really no idea what else happened this day.. Let me think.. Oh yes!  Had to clean the carpets at the ex apartment. They are done!  Also went to have a tasty bean taco for dinner, at my favorite Mexican Restaurant.  Still tired.. But all in all... Good day!

Oh check this out.. The boss lady forgot about Secretaries Day, so she was late at bringing something in. Not that I really cared, not that I expect anything or even REMEMBER Secretaries Day. But whatevski. It's the thought that counts?  Right?! Even though every word out of her mouth, everything time she walks into the room I just want to run screaming, far far away from it all!  But never mind that.  She tries to pretend to be sweet.  It's sickening really..

Friday, April 29th, 2011

Yay for Friday. I mean for real. I turned in the keys to the apartment today and had lunch with Pokey. It was a lot better this time, because I brought my own sammich. No more of that nasty arse school food.  *barfs* So it was OK. Went back by the apartment after work, killing time ATTEMPTING to find some shoes to wear to the Mayday party tomorrow. Son of a shit I didn't get very lucky with that adventure. Very frustrating!  Well they, the apartment lady, tells me that I didn't clean the oven. Son of a Bitch.. I forgot the oven (I've never cleaned an oven before) So I continue my search for shoes, and get an over cleaner.  Finally it's all done, as am I.. I'm tired and glad tomorrow is Saturday. Now if I can catch a little sun in my bones and relax a little it Will be awesome. For those who aren't aware. We DIDN'T get blown away with tornado's with the storm. I'm glad for that!  Thoughts are with those not so fortunate. Very sad.  There are folks volunteering to go up for cleanup, am tempted to join them.  Something else I've yet to do... VOLUNTEER. 

Goodnight readers, followers and fellow bloggers. Have an awesome weekend!  :)

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Day 113, 354 days of 2011

Wednesday April 27th, 2011

Wow that office is a mess!  That behind me is not my area!  Just so you know!  I am a little neater and a lot more organized than the owners!  Yes that is the owners mess!  I'm so in need of a new job. I'm tired of mine. I've been there 6 years now and I know there is no economy for jobs right now or money or anything really. I'm absolutely the brokest I've ever been and I'm suffering more than one case of buyers remorse right now.  Damn it sucks!  But no one wants to hear of my financial struggles! 

Moving on....

Today was steady, I was going stir crazy at work. My back was aching and I blamed the chair I spend all of my time in. Oh well though. That goes back to complaining about my current situations! 

Tomorrow is Thursday, I'm off to bed early tonight, being as I overslept a little today and absolutely cannot do that again tomorrow!  Last thing I need right now is to be fired!  Derp!  Oh well though. I just wanted to post something. I'm attempting to work on other posting for Uncelebrated Wench but I just haven't gotten around to it.  Maybe sometime soon!  If anyone wants to guest a post on there, do not hesitate to email me any story you have!  Remember it's celebrating WOMEN.  I'd like to hear a story from any readers willing to participate!  Email them and a picture to 

Have an awesome night, cross your fingers that we aren't carried away with the tornado's they are calling for.  Tornado on the ground the news is saying.. Somewhere!  Pray for those victims folks! 

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Day 112, 365 days of 2011

Tuesday, April 26th, 2011

No rain today as they predicted. So there I was all day covering my hurting toe with shoes. My feet ached at the end of the day.  I love my blue shoes but they make my feet hurt something fierce!

Yesterday the Uhaul lady called me to inform me I didn't replace the fuel I used in the Uhaul, I forgot. I knew Saturday I'd forgotten and just expected to be SOL on that note!  So she calls me and actually offers to allow me to come there and replace the fuel *happy dance* I don't have to pay the 30 bucks for them to drive it to the gas station and then the minimum of 4 bucks a gallon.  fucking a right!  I be there after work!  So after going to the ex apartment and cleaning removing some more items.  We took off towards Uhaul.  I get there unload some stuff and then went up to the front to get the Uhaul. Kicked a damn board and hurt my damn toe. Cussing a storm and finally get into this huge arse truck where I'm attempting to not crash an RV and a fence. As well as my own car back there somewhere. The whole time I'm trying to look back and see out the back window. Damn Uhauls and their big boxes on the back.. Sheeesh... Got it all done and raced to the Kroger to get Pokey her snacks for the week.  Lost in Kroger. Gah!

Sorry for the rant readers.  I left out the part of my tossing and turning in bed and then getting up on the top bunk of the bunk bed.  PS.. Bunk Beds are evil. I sat straight up this morning frantic that I was late for work!  OMG...  Yea the ceiling is really low in there... Ouch! 

All in all it was an awesome day readers, followers and fellow bloggers!  How are you?

Monday, April 25, 2011

365 Days of 2011...

Yes dear readers, followers and fellow bloggers, 

Im attempting to catch up right now. I posted yesterday that I am behind, again, and even missed a couple of days. It makes me a little upset, but it's to late to worry about it now. I simply had too much going on and unfortunately forget. You can understand that right? 

Wednesday, April 20th, 2011

There is no photo for this day. Im really not sure how that happened or how I forgot. It's 4/20 though. I don't partake in the part of 4/20 where people smoke certain "illegals" and do their thang.  This is the day of Hitlers birth. No idea how old he may be.  And well it's the anniversary of Columbine shootings.  How unfortunate. I took a moment of silence for that.  School shootings may very well be my only other fear in todays world.  Never thought about that until my Pokey started school 3 years ago. Eeep!  All the crazies in the world! Still packing.....

Thursday, April 21st, 2011

Again, no picture. I think I remember laying on the floor bed telling myself to get off my arse and go take my picture for the day. I guess struggling to determine how to sleep with the light in my eyes and the floor being oh so hard I gave up!  Damn!!  It was a ridiculously busy day at work. I had errans to run and was unable due to people coming in and picking up cars. The phones ringing. AWFUL. But thankful for the busy day. now if they can all be somewhat like that. Well most of them!   Still packing....

Friday, April 22nd, 2011
Yes!  I got one!  HA!  It's not a very good one, another bad hair day. I swear Im vowing to not warsh my hair at night before bed. It always looks like shit the next day!  Gah!  But I reminded myself while and work and aparently while chatting on the phone with some broken down customer.  HA!  Oh well... I forget what all went on Friday night.... It wasn't as busy as Thursday. Oh yes!  The Ex Mr of the Apt moved his stuff that night. I think... No wait.. We went out to dinner and he also moved some stuff. He moved most of the stuff with the Uhaul on Thursday.  Huh.. I do remember some stuff..... Sometimes!  :))

Saturday, April 23, 2011------- MOVING DAY!
I forgot to take a picture of myself this day but I did take a picture!  Yes that is my dahlin' Pokey! She's rawking my pink hat and pink high heel things and is moving a night stand thing.  Yes she picked up-sat down that thing all the way through the apartment and up that ramp there! Girl knows how to earn her money.  I didn't think about it until now, she may deserve a little extra money for all the hard work she did that day!  :) Relax- that night stand is in NO WAY HEAVY. I'm not mean like that.  She did this all on her own!  haha..  Such a big helper!  We had as much fun as we could that day. The weather was crapola that morning and I was genuinely concerned it would rain all day. But the sun came out it got hot and we got it all loaded and moved. Whew!  Can you imagine where my exhaustion came from?  I said when the day was over. I'm not leaving tomorrow. Im going to just sit and relax on the only day left of the weekend. 

Sunday, April 24, 2011- Easter Day (my relaxing day)

And I made sure to RELAX today. I laid in the sun. Oh how I've missed that.  Did some cleaning. Organized our room. Cleaned some more. We had an Easter Egg hunt, before this picture was taken. The girls ate a LOT of candy and we tried to just have fun. It was nice. I enjoyed it. Will definately have to make time for that more often.  Ahhhhh should be easy. My Mom's house has an abundance of things to do. Trampoline, Swing Set, Im determined for Pokey to learn how to ride a bike without training wheels, then we can bike!  My parents and a homemade farm. There is no reason for the farm. My Mom just loves barn yard creatures. They have geese, ducks, chickens, 3 dogs, Princess aka Devil Cat, which is resting inside on the bed Im sure. We brought Rhino the guinea pig. Mom has 4 birds indoors, and 134987651321 fish.  Turkies, more chickens, those Peacocks- which I will add are stupid loud and need to keep their sorry arses off my damn car that Im trying  to sell. gah!  It should be an interesting summer to say the least.

Monday, April 25th, 2011
Happy Monday folks. I was so very shocked this morning when, A.) I woke up to my alarm. I heard that thing going off, playing it's Justin Bieber "Never say Never".  I climbed out  of bed, literally, I must say bunk bed latters aren't what they use to bed, owchies!  and B.) Traffic was like non existant this morning. For those of you who are my Facebook friends you may have noticed my morning post.  There was this little 'princess' in a BMW who not only likes to follow to closely but also speeds her way down the interstate. It made me laugh out loud and I think I even pointed when I saw her sitting on the side of the road with a police man and his blue lights *high fives*.  Traffic was awesome down the interstate and I wasn't late for work. *gasps* I wasn't lucky enough to accomplish this feat on a daily when I lived 4 miles from work. Weird. Lets hope tomorrow goes as well as today did. Once we got into the drive thru at school to wait for the bell Pokey decided she didn't approve of the clothes SHE picked out. She cried and pulled at her shorts, saying they were a bikini????  Bikini?? Really?? My poor Pokey is self concious because she has leg muscles???  Said they are jiggly???  She is worried people will be looking at her legs. *shakes my head* In elementary school?   Really?!!  Fucking horse shit that kids start so early with their self concious behaviour!  Stop looking at my kids legs asshat. You just mad cause you don't have leg muscle.  There isn't anything you can tell a 7 year old to make them think anything other than what they say!  I did make her smile and feel better when I showed her my arm was all jiggly. Go me!

So with this.. I am officially caught up. I've worked on it for a good bit of today. Am slightly glad it's turned out to be a pretty slow-ish day. Atleast with that I can be CAUGHT UP!  *happy dance*  We're off to clean up the old apartment a little after work today and then head home.  They are eating hamburgers for dinner tonight *barf gag puke* I must stop to get snacks for Pokey when we get up that way, so I will come up with someone for her and I to eat!  Good day folks!

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Happy Easter

Happy Easter my fellow bloggers, readers and followers.  It's bed time here in these parts and I'm totally behind on my 365 days project, again. Blarg!  I've even missed a couple of days in there, I am saddened by this, but with all that I've had going on, again!  I'm not going to let it get me down .  I'm just doing to carry on and try to do better!  Should be OK!! 
So you think Jelly Beans are really Easter Bunny poop?  Ewww!  Goodnight all. Hope your Easter was as awesome as mine. I will play catch up tomorrow. I'm exhausted!  AGAIN! 

Friday, April 22, 2011

Praise thee WOMAN!

That's right dearest bloggers. I'm onto a new goal.  Here is what I've done. I've created a new blog. It's all about women like us. Awesome, beautiful, not always given the praise we deserve!  So it's still in the works and to be honest, I've yet to even complete it.  It contains no postings as of  yet. I do have every intention of working on it as soon as possible. I've titled it "uncelebrated wench" and you can access it from my profile! 

As  I lay in my made up floor bed last night, attempting to sleep. It's hard to fall into sleepy land when there is an outside light shining through the open blinds. They are open because Princess aka Devil Cat, who also just so happens to be FEMALE enjoys tearing up the blinds so she can lay her, what is now, Fat butt on the window sill.  So I'm tossing and turning on the floor bed trying to sleep. Id created my new blog in attempt to gain some privacy with my blogging adventures. Well because it's incorporated into this blog I've learned it doesn't seem as safe and private as I thought it might be!  So that aside. My thoughts... I was laying there thinking, not only can this somehow be all about women, being as we are so awesome and all.  I could do some guesting and posting from all of you wonderfully lovely beautiful women I know!

This opportunity not only allows me to hear from you wonderful ladies. You can tell me whatever you want to tell me. Something that makes you different, some event in your life that made you sad or some asshat who in some way offended or hurt you. Whatever! I don't mind. I'm open to anything and everything you want to say or post. I'm trying to start this thang off with a bang. I'm also going to stalk down and work on this with folks who aren't on my blogger. So if you're interested. Let me know... I would love to hear from you. Lawd knows Ive shared with a few of you folks. 

What I want though is the picture of your choice, preferably of you. A story or whatever you want to send me.  :)  Email me at  ... I'm excited already!

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Think I can out run this pain?

I have this pain in my back. This pain seems to last for eternity when it hits. It's hurts so very badly it makes me JAW hurt. It's weird. I've dealt with it for about 11 years that I can remember. It remains untreated and I've no idea why it became a part of me.  I'm tempted right now to run, as far as I can, as fast as I can with hopes I can out run this pain?   Unfortunately I must wait until after work and regrettably I've so many things to do tonight it just seems so out of reach.  Oh I hate being busy ole me! 

How are you bloggers?  That's right this isn't my daily post. This is more of my whiny side. You love it! Don't you?!

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Day 105, 365 days of 2011

Tuesday, April 19th, 2011
Pretty good day today!  Stayed pretty busy at work, no complaints!  Before the picture you see over there on the left, we had fun at walmart!  Yes.  You know how fun it is a WALMART!  Uggghhhhh. I came out of there spending more money that I had planned, came home with nicotine patches, Gulliver's Travels and of course Pokey got her M&M's and Coca Cola. My child really isn't spoiled at all.  No way!!!  Here see a picture below of her fun times at Walmart!  Oh and she got a huge ball, which she is probably laying in bed rolling around on. *shrugs* Go figure!

My Hula Hoop Princess!  :)  She had fun and she's so good at it!  :)  (Just glad she didn't make me buy it! 

After all the adventures of Walmart, we came home. Which is where my picture above was posted and this is what I get from her! 
She's rolling her eyes she says!  Homework time... hahahah.. Yes!  she loves it as much as we all did when we were in 1st grade ya know!  She had a blast on her field trip and the bothersome snot and terribly empty sounding cough was gone and done by the end of the day!  Whewt Whewt!  Great day peeps. Fingers crossed for being on time tomorrow!  I've a billion and one things to do online tonight and am only starting. Late night... Oh hey!  Pokey made honor roll again!  yayyyys! 

Monday, April 18, 2011

Day 104, 365 days of 2011

Monday, April 18th, 2011

It was a busy day today, well a steady one. I finally got my wish and we are finally ridding of a company that will only succeed in helping us go down in flames.  Good riddance I say!  Glad to have been busy all day.
Pokey came home from her Dad's today, so glad I missed her so very much!  For my readers that haven't already checked it out. Go check out the wondermus awesome Starlight and her crazy thoughts she ran my guest post today and if I haven't bragged enough on Facebook and twitter, I will do it here also! :)

Good night my fellow bloggers, readers and followers. Have an awesome night!

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Day 102 & 103, 365 days of 2011

Saturday, April 16th, 2011
Well it took me about 15 tries to get  a picture that didn't suck!  Nothing unusual there. I thought about it, and well it always takes me a few takes to get a good one, but I've yet to get one I absolutely love.  Anyone else do that when you do self portraits and attempt it like a million times to get one that passes the test?  Oh well.  It was a busy day. I got up early and took off, after my coffee, to get the storage building all lined up and ready for me to bring my stuff in.  Score, that task is done. Now for me to not forget about reserving a U-haul.   I took care of all of that and went to my Mom's house for a little while.  My Mom wasn't home, but I hung out with my Dad for a while. That was fun. We can both just sit and watch a re-run and be happy. Mom hates this, re-runs that is. She can't stand it.  I guess Dad might have inspired me to watch a good movie rather than watching one I've never seen that the reviews are not too good and the information on it doesn't seem very good either. But whatever.  I guess we're just weird.  Left my Mom's house and ran off to hang out with Mr. Back in My Life.  It was nice to see an old face, a face of a friend I always enjoyed talking to. We hung out for a while, he played his musical instruments for a few and we chatted about whatever and what's been going on. Checked out his car and well just kinda sat and caught up with how life has been.  It was nice.  It's always nice to visit with people you haven't seen in a lifetime or longer and just play catchup.  Raced home from that adventure, late as always, got myself dressed and ready to run off to my cousins husbands birthday party. Had a few drinks. Hung out with some awesome family members. Always great times! 

Sunday, April 17th, 2011
Another day at home today. Not that it's a bad thing. I have so very much I can be doing here, so it was good for me to hang around here today. Wanted to run out and see friends again, but knew that wouldn't get these things done around here. I got the laundry done, all of it. Got the floors moped! What was that in the bathroom floor? I've still not determined. It's gone now though.  Made the bed, which includes changing the sheets. Vacuumed the floors in the living room. Dearest Rhino, Pokeys Guinea Pig, makes a huge mess with the bedding stuff that goes in his cage.  Fed all the animals and well packed a few boxes.  Pokeys room seems to be just about done.  I've started on the kitchen and well I'm sure there are plenty of other places I need to start working on.  Packing and moving is weird when you have to sort and separate and figure what goes where and with who. It's more of a pain in the arse than anything. The Mr. of the Apartment looks like he is a lot closer to moving than I am.  Well actually he is moving before I am, but still.  He still has to work on the kitchen as well. It appears as though we are both saving that for last or something. I'm not entirely sure! Guess I'm thinking I might need that plate or glass before the end of the week.   Guess when I hit Kroger tomorrow I need to get the throw away plates and cups or something. Guess I can finish off the kitchen then.  Did I mention I HATE MOVING!???!

Well dear readers, followers and fellow bloggers. I'm off to Facebook land and to see what bad news Fox 5 has to tell me today!!  Have an awesome time. Cya tomorrow!  Oh no fair, tomorrow is MONDAY? BOOOOOOOO FOR MONDAYS!

Friday, April 15, 2011

Day 101, 365 Days of 2011

Friday, April 15th, 2011

Yay Friday!  It was an okay day. I'm glad. It drug out too long and I had my moments of wanting to choke random folks, but whatevski. It's Friday!  I went to lunch with my daughter, whom I will not start calling POKEY!  (one of her many nicknames) Lunch was again, AWFUL.  It's unfair how bad that food is, I really have the urge to go on strike and demand they feed those children better than all I can call it is dog food.  *barf* I've thrown in the towel, next time I will be sure to take my lunch. No way I can do it again! 

Again!  It's Friday.  Had a tasty good dinner and am now chilling at home watching an awesome movie ZOMBIELAND. I love this movie.  That's all there is to say about that. It's funny and gruesome all at the same time. Makes me smile!

The storm has passed, well the first of them anyway.  You know the weather man is wrong, what like 80% of the time, so there is no telling!  No hail that I could hear or tell. So whatevski, no real thunder and didn't see too many lightning strikes.  Whatever though. I'm sure there is more to come. Tomorrow better be better! DAMNIT.  I'm serious weather man, make that shit happen. I want it warm and sunny and AWESOME.  Damnit!  I mean it!!!  *grrrrr* 

That being said, I shall tell you goodnight...  Have an awesome weekend folks!

ps... Woody Harrelson kicks major arse! 

Well hello there, Welcome back!

It's been 3 days now, every day there his text is, knocking at my cell phone window, "look at me, check me out, open the flip lady".  (those are the words of my cell phone, not the person sending them to me).  It's odd how friends suddenly come in and out of your life. But some how after what seems like a lifetime, there they are again.  

The best part, he reminds me constantly of the days I miss at times, reminding me of bands and music that with age and time and just out right busy schedule I have, I'd forgotten all about.  Today the conversation, well everyday we talk, we have always spiraled into the subject of music.  Today he brought up the band named "Garbage".  It has been a very long time since I'd heard any Garbage. Just so you know, I've yet to YouTube it and check her out.  Shirley Manson was so pretty back then. I hated her for her awesome black hair and adorable Gothic looking clothes. Our parents would have had a fit over that, well Mom would have!

So let me offer you some background on Mr. Back in my life.  Just to get it all out there, back in high school we dated, very very briefly, seems like a few of my high school relationships were brief.  Guess I was too busy back then even?  (kidding, kinda)  Well for some reason I fell madly in love with this boy. He was slightly older than me and absolutely ADORABLE. He reminded me of a certain someone I idolized!  Only now, that I'm older and over it, do I realize I'm not sure if it was "love".  More like lust or obsession, perhaps a little infatuated with the adorable of this boy.  The unthinkable happened and it ended, almost as quickly as it began. It took me another lifetime to completely say "I'm over that boy ENTIRELY" We are grown ups now. Times have changed, unfortunately he may be exactly the same! 

So we talk pretty often lately, I'm thankful for our conversations, it's always nice to catch up with lost, but never forgotten friends.  It makes me sad to hear his struggles with the many unfortunate events in his life. At times I wonder what it might have been like if things hadn't gone down the way they did. But that aside. I refuse to be that silly little obsessed girl ever again. I refuse. Perhaps this is why I'm the cold hearted shut down wench that I am today. Just maybe this is the reason. I will never know. Because I'm not at all interested in finding out. 

To be honest.. I'm blogging, because the thoughts make me nuts.  Even if only one of you read this, or just to convince myself that someone read it is fine.  I had to share.  As of right now, with my current relationship status. I can only hope  he doesn't THINK anything about that. That's he like me and left that part of life where it belongs. In the past! Because to be frank, I can't handle that obsession again. I've no time for it and well I refuse to have any interest in it!   

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Day 100, 365 days of 2011

Thursday, April 14th, 2011

DAY 100!  HOW DID THIS HAPPEN?!!?!  WELL NO MATTER. I'm going to announce  it was a pretty awesome day. I found myself smiling, jamming to my favorite, Florence and the Machine today while out and about for work!  I'm doing the happy dance all day!  It was a party today, even if I was the only one dancing! 

I laughed OUT LOUD while reading text messages.. I was driving.  I know, bad bad bad, I think I even vowed to try and quit texting while driving, but my new phone its possible, where my last phone. Not so much!  I didn't take the pledge though. So boooyah!

Sadly I spent a good bit of time on the phone with my Mom tonight. I am happy to report she isn't in one of her piss poor moods where she spends the entirety of the call BITCHING about anything and everything. I was so very happy for this.  I've fought and argued, had my feelings hurt, cried a little and stormed out pissed off in the last week with my mother.  I'm glad the air my be clearing some and things will be getting better *fingers crossed*.   UPDATERS:  Forgive my slackness people, it's been well over  a month since Mom's brain surgery.  I'm happy to report she has  healed up nicely, as far as I know she doesn't have the same kind of head aches she had before.  It in no way affected who she was and unfortunately, lol, didn't make her any nicer.  I'm happy she is still the same.  They neglected to really explain before hand that the "plate" they put in her head wouldn't allow for any more MRI's.  I think she is happy about this, because she hates paying for those things! 

Goodnight fellow bloggers, readers and followers. Have an awesome Friday. I'm hoping for the same!  *fingers crossed*

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Day 99, 365 Days of 2011

Wednesday, April 13th, 2011
To think tomorrow, I will be on my 100th day!  We should celebrate! 
I dont know how we would celebrate!  It's humpday and I made it over. Am still on the twitter, not entirely sure about it yet. As of right now it's just yet another social network for me to keep up with. Oh how lovely.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Day 98, 365 Days of 2011

Tuesday, April 12th, 2011
Happy Tuesday Folks!  chilly weather we were having here, boo for that!  Hopes tomorrow is better.  Warm days are so much better than chilly ones?  Right!?!!  Yes that's right!

So I've stumbled onto Twitter today.  Eeeep.. I wonder if it will lead to yet another addiction.  Needless to say, there is never a reason for me to say I'm bored!  I've yet to figure out exactly what all you can do with Twitter, as of right now, I'm randomly posting whatever randomness comes to mind.  Seems as though that's what it's all about?  Or am I wrong?  ha ha. I will figure it out eventually. If anyone of you readers, followers or fellow bloggers are on Twitter, umm, Look me up?  I don't know how to do that yet.. Hopefully you all are smarter than me.  My email is I've chosen kcdoe27 as my name on there... Just a little help.  If anyone has any tips for using twitter, do not hesitate to throw them at me. Still wandering in the dark around here.  

Monday, April 11, 2011

Day 97, 365 Days of 2011

Monday, April 11th, 2011

Happy Monday folks!  So far it's a slow-ish day.  I hate it.  I'm hoping it somehow picks up and flys by so that I don't lose my mind, again, sitting in this boring world of towing and collision.  I hope you all are having much more eventful days than these I am enduring.  I blogged last night, to my surprise I'm at it again this morning. Go me!  Go me!

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Day 96, 365 days of 2011

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Well unfortunately, Sunday sucked.  Woke up too early, like 4am-ish. Was not very cool with that. Mount Everest on my lip was reeking havoc while I was sleeping, as soon as I can google whats bigger than Mount Everest I will be able to rename this inner depths of hells pit!  Ugh.. I hate cold sores, fever blisters, whatever they are called. THEY ARE THE DEVIL.  Mine is from all that wonderful sun at 6 flags. *grumbles*

So yea, today was pure shit.  My Mom and I got into a fuss while visiting today. I'm usually not the one to fuss with my Mom, but whether it be PMS or hormones or whatever it is making me this way. I'm not really digging it.  ha ha.. For some reason, my Mother was able to get me fired up, upset and furious with the things she had to say today. I don't want to go into it on blogger, it just doesn't seem right and well I'm sure you all don't want  to hear about it.  I guess it's just a whole big mess going on these days.  I guess...  I shall leave it at that. I think everything will be all good when it's all settled down some.  *fingers crossed* I can't stand fighting with my Mom, that's why I don't do it.  Like I said, these past couple of days are just making me nuts.. 

Time with myself and my daughter this morning, was AWESOME!  I will take the bad with the good. I'm glad I had the good!  We went out to Game stop to replace the "lost" Nintendo charger and then hit the McDonald's for some cinny bites.  Yum!

It's back to work tomorrow.  Not excited about this, but whatevski!  Have an awesome Monday folks.  Goodnight to you~  How was your weekend? 

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Days 94 & 95, 365 days of 2011

Friday, April 8th, 2011

Forgive me my readers for being so vague yesterday in my posting My Choice .  Unfortunately here lately I regret the fact that my blog is somewhat public. I have friends and family that can wander into my readers, regrettably I made it this way.  I don't think either party will venture this far with my blogging, but better safe than sorry. I did have a nice chat with one side and it wasn't very pleasant. But right now I think it's just best to let it settle. I've said all I can say and unfortunately somethings will never change. Thank you all for the kind words and again, sorry for the vagueness. If I ever create a not so public blog, lawd help those around me.  hahaha... Although I don't think I'd ever name drop or anything. *hugs*

Saturday, April 9th, 2011

I can tell my pictures are dark these last 2 days. The damn 3 way light bulb blew one of its ways and just isn't bright enough. If I wasn't so forgetful Id pick up some new bulbs while at the store, but of course. I am forgetful!  There are actually quite a few different style bulbs I need to pick up for the apartment *grumbles* . Anyways, lets talk about today. Today was nice. The weather was awesome and aside the weird occurrence that I seemed to swell up like a big fat hot air balloon today when we ventured out to the park and the MOUNT EVEREST on my lip.  The kids were driving me absolutely bonkers today as was the swelling and mountain on my lip.  Go figure.  Kroger doesn't sell the meat I was looking for.  I was hopeful, after watching Man vs Food today. that guy at 5lbs of Philly Cheese steak.  My daughter and I were hoping to munch on a Philly Cheese steak today. Thanks a lot Kroger for sucking so very much and not having what I wanted!  Bastards!  :)  So it was a hawtdog kinda night.  They were nasty, but aren't they always?!! 

So I leave you with that dear bloggers, readers and followers. I shall post some more randomness for tomorrow. I think I offered my cousin, who is seeking ways to earn money for a concert in Florida this year, 20 bucks to warsh my car. She's so silly, thought I was going to pay her in deer antlers.  I love my family. Goodnight I'm off to chase my daughter to bed, AGAIN.. It's after 11 pm and I've chased her probably 15348763292 times tonight. Its...AWESOME!

Friday, April 8, 2011

I've chosen my side

Dear You know who you are,

I don't agree with the way you act. The hurtful things you say. I will continue to love you and cherish you, because that is who I am. I will always be here and stand up for you. But today it seems I'm playing middle man.  To defend those I can for dearest. 

So what is one to do when two people she loves aren't playing nice? If they were children, you yell and discipline.  Sit them in the corner for time out and explain that the bad behaviour must stop.  Unfortunately we as adults don't have this choice with other adults. Grown ups aren't allowed to sit other grown ups, who are behaving like children down in the corner for time out!  Or do we? 

I'm torn with which side to choose?  To say that would be a lie.  I'm in fact not torn.  I know exactly which side I'm on this time.  It's not right to judge. Saying mean and hurtful things is not acceptable.  We are all grown ups here. I will stay on my side of choice until this battle goes a different way or ends.  That has yet to be seen.  Our world today doesn't allow such remarks as those made.  There is no call for it.  It's hurtful and on occasion could be unforgivable.  She said to me today, " I can understand his decision to wash his hands of the madness."  She understands his feelings now, regarding uncalled for remarks. As selfish and insensitive as I am, I'd never given much thought to other peoples feelings. 

I found myself being insensitive, bitchy and out right grumpy today.  But as I seen those hurtful, spiteful, just straight up MEAN words in front of my face.  I couldn't take it anymore.  I couldn't sit and allow this dirty laundry to be aired for all those who aren't involved to see. I didn't care for it. It was uncalled for. Unnecessary and well, just UNACCEPTABLE.  Out of pure anger and disgust I deleted these remarks. I erased them from the view of others.  I didn't agree and will not agree with the behaviour anymore! 

I can understand being upset. I too found my moments of being upset. But I'd never say mean and hateful things to the person I love.  I'd never act that way. Grown Ups make their own decisions; right or wrong. Grown ups are allowed to grow and make their own mistakes.  Leave it at that!  GROW UP! Let it go! Drop the BULLSHIT!  Because frankly it isn't RIGHT!  I will not agree. I will stand on the other side this time. Because it's HER LIFE!

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Day 93, 365 days of 2011

Thursday, April 7th, 2011
And yes it was ABSOLUTELY necessary for me to wear a hat today.  My hair looked like hot trash today.  ha ha.  Again it's a slow crapola day!  Go figure. I'm blaming Spring Break, the fact that a lot of people are out of town or just not working this week.  That's what I'm telling myself, that's why we are slow. Right?  I'm hoping!  There is no excuse next week then.  Whewt! 

Trying to stay caught up here. Have yet another blog idea, still pounding it out though. It's too bad I'm not awesome enough to just spill it all out and get it all right the first time.  Maybe I'm just slack and searching for excuses?

Have an awesome rest of your day bloggers, readers and followers. Thanks for reading through my babbles and in case I haven't told you. Love your comments :) 

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Day 90, 91 & 92, 365 days of 2011

That's right my dear readers, followers and fellow bloggers, I fell behind on my 365 days posts.  Ooopsie! 

So here we go...

Monday, April 4th, 2011

Had a busy day at work. I was thankful for that. It makes me NUTS to be slow and bored at work. Blah Blah Snore!

Tuesday, April 5th, 2011

Boring day at work.... Go figure! happy birthday to my Dad though.  I made a point, even though he told me "it's just another day" to buy him a gift, card and make the trip up to visit with him and my Mom. As I expected, my daughter wanted to stay the night, see Wednesday for reasons as to why I told her no.. haha.. My niece was not happy about me saying no and not bringing her, my niece along with us!  It was nice to see my parents and spend time with them.  I've been slack here lately and not made the trip up to see them.  Glad I did, I know they enjoyed it as much as I did!  :)

Wednesday, April 6th, 2011
I am so totally exhausted. It really isn't fair how tired I am. Today was the day, we went to Six Flags, it was as I remember, crowded and over priced.  Unfortunately my daughter was not ready for the roller coasters. I forced her to get on the Scream Machine, she wasn't happy about this.  She rode it though and didn't cry till it was over.  I didn't make her get on another one.  It was fun though, spent too much money and got some sunburn. I was happy for the warm weather and the sun to warm these cold bones of mine. It was awesome to have a day off work and looks like we will be back to the norm tomorrow. With the exception of taking my daughter to the ear Dr, again.. Blah blah snore.  Maybe all will be well and it won't take long and we can get back in routine!  :) 

So here I sit as this day is wrapping up, watching a re-run, Along Came Polly. I like this movie :)  I'm waiting, pondering, wondering... Should I just go off to bed?  I'm torn.  I will decide here soon as to what I'm doing. Other than driving myself nuts that I have this blog idea in my head and can't seem to pound out how I want to compose it.  It's making me nuts...... Ugh....  Have an awesome night friends.  Will catch up with you tomorrow....  :)

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Day 88 & 89, 365 Days of 2011

Saturday, April 2, 2011.
Happy Birthday to my cousin!  Let me say it was yet another busy weekend day!  This morning one of my friends called me and lawd he was chatty and chatty some more.  I met up with my cousin, who luckily agreed to join me to a baby shower. I knew before I went I would be the only one of my group of friends there, so I was so happy when she agreed to go with me. It was so very nice to have time to just chat with her and hang out and chat a bit.  Rarity for us lately.  Guess that is what happens when you grow up and have lives. Right?

The birthday celebration was a lot of fun also, FYI!  We went to Dave and Busters.  Had some drinks and the mens played pool. It was nice to just chill and have a drink. It's been since October, Halloween to be exact, since I've drank anything.  

How was your Saturday bloggers?! 

Sunday, April 3rd, 2011
Sunday, and what a very boring Sunday it was!  Lawdy Lawdy. I did manage to pack a few more boxes and ate some Krystal for lunch.  It is my weakness, what can I say.  In my defense I only eat it like once or twice a year! Other than that... I did  nothing today. Oooo wait!  I got 3 new shoe boxes for my shoes.  Yay!  Now they all have their own boxes.  Yays! 

Happy Sunday... I may blog later on some other subjects, but that has yet to be seen .  Have an awesome night bloggers, readers, and followers.  Will blog more laters!  

Friday, April 1, 2011

Day 87, 365 Days of 2011

FRIDAY (yay)  April 1st, 2011

It's All Fools Day today.  How lovely. I spent lunch with my daughter, always fun, and she insisted on playing any April Fools Day joke she could, SHE'S 7, she actually plays April Fools year round, so it must be very special for her today. She's so silly.  If I haven't told you before, she has her security blanket, 2 of them actually, one is actually a blanket she received from her first long term daycare teacher.  She loved her teacher as much as she loved that blanket and still enjoys seeing her old teacher whenever possible.  The 2nd is her thumb.  She is a thumb sucker. She went to the dentist, I blogged about this, she has cavities. I asked them about breaking the thumb sucking and they were surprised she even sucks her thumb. She isn't showing any signs of it bothering her teeth. *high fives* Ewww I just stumbled upon some awful pictures of damages done by thumb sucking... *barf* I'm not sharing..  Anyways.  They said I wouldn't need to worry too much about it because my daughter has slacked off on it. She's a big girl now, you know?  Today I brought along her "blue blanket" <-- that's what she calls her blanket.  She was so shy about be bringing it out. She didn't want any of the kids in her class to see it, they might think she was a Kindergartner?  Can you believe that?  First grade and they already pick and all like shit heads.  I wish I were brave enough to conquer home schooling sometimes, but then again she would only be deprived the social skills.  Ugh it's a shitty world we live in sometimes.

Lets move on...Shall we?
Here I am, Day 87, another boring day at work. Woke to the news this morning they are calling for rain on Tuesday.  Ugh. We were planning our trip to 6 flags for that day. Damn!  I hate changing plans. More than anything I think!

My sister is steady planning her wedding and I am planning to go dress shopping with her this weekend.  Yays!

My cousin has changed plans and is now having her birthday party at Dave & Busters. Fun Fun Fun.. Drinks...Shooting pool... Drinks...Bowling.. Sounds like a lot of fun if you ask me. No loud 70's band to distract me and making  my drinks fall from my hand.  Awesome!  I'm not promising to drop any drinks though.

I've discovered how broke  I really am. It kinda sucks! 

Yay for Friday. Now if work will hurry and wrap up so I can go home and think about packing.  Note..I said think.. Actually doing it is a whole other story. But at least we got the kids bedrooms painted.. They are no longer pink and blue. One task down.. 8457963224566 more to go.. Oh yay!