Day 174, 365 days of 2011

Thursday, June 30th, 2011

Well it's Thursday and the last day of June. Why must summer go by so quickly. I was actually looking forward to summer vacation this year.  No more homework after work, time to lay by the pool and get tan. Here we are though, running through the first month like nobodys business. It's terrible!

We've lotsa plans already for the weekend and I must say I'm looking forward to those. 

As of right now I'm lost in a conflict with how to handle certain situations. One of my dearest and oldest friends is suffering from anxiety and depression and I feel absolutely useless in trying to talk him down. I've no idea what to say and no clue as to whats best to even say. It's rough. I'm waiting on friends with experience to assist me in helping him out. I don't know that he is seeking help or what he's doing. I'm just lost. 

Umph!  It's late and I'm exhausted mentally with worry.  It's time for me to wrap this up and hit the bed. I hope you enjoyed the Thursdays Monkey Butt. Always great times!  Goodnight folks!



Thursday's Monkey 'butt'

Well happy Thursday Monkey Butts!  ha ha... That's not a good one!  This weeks posting is brought to you by THIS GUY. I've tweeted him for a few weeks now so if you haven't checked it out yet, get to it damn it!

(photo taken here)
All that being said, lets move on, shall we?

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A tourist walked into a pet shop and was looking at the animals on display. While he was there, another customer walked in and said to the shopkeeper, "I'll have an AutoCAD monkey please." The shopkeeper nodded, went over to a cage at the side of the shop and took out a monkey. He fitted a collar and leash, handed it to the customer, saying, "That'll be $5000." The customer paid and walked out with his monkey.

Startled, the tourist went over to the shopkeeper and said, "That was a very expensive monkey.  Most of them are only few hundred dollars. Why did that one cost so much?"

The Shopkeeper answered, "Ah, that monkey can draw in AutoCAD - very fast, clear layouts, no mistakes, well worth the money."

The tourist looked at a monkey in another cage. "That one's even more expensive! $10,000! What does it do?"

"Oh, that one's a Design monkey; it can design systems, layout projects, mark-up drawings, write specifications, some even calculate. All the really useful stuff," said the shopkeeper.

The tourist looked around for a little longer and saw a third monkey in its own cage. The price tag around its neck read $50,000. He gasped to the shopkeeper, "That one costs more than all the others put together! What on earth does it do?"

The shopkeeper replied, "Well, I haven't actually seen it do anything, but it says it's a Manager!"

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original post can be found here
(I'm just so linkable today aren't I?)

Sadly, I had no idea what the hell an AutoCad was until after googling it, still am unsure to be honest with you, but whatevs. It's a Monkey joke and I attached a cute monkey picture to go with it!  Enjoy! I must say I'd rather enjoy that manager position (not doing anything) Must be nice!

Day 172 & 173, 365 days of 2011

Tuesday, June 28th, 2011

nothing spectacular to post about on Tuesday I guess. I went to bed without once opening my laptop and playing online.  Did not have the opportunity to get online at work either. BLAH!  Oh well. 

Wednesday, June 29th 2011

Work stayed busy yet again, thought for sure I'd taken a photo at work, to avoid such crapness I get in this mediocre lighting we have here.  ha ha.  But sadly I didn't, I'm stuck with this one, the best I could get. Or the best I wanted to take time to get. 

Today as you saw I had a moment, well a lot of moments to play online. I got some more reading down and beat my head on the desk while desperately exhausting the search engines for rental properties.  Blah!  Now I'm off to get some more sleep, right after this bowl of cereal.  Have an awesome Thursday and get excited for tomorrows Monkey Butt! 

Goodnight.

Shittastic you say?! Awesome!

(photo taken here)

Well isn't this shittastic!  Yes!  It's SHIT-TAS-TIC. I've never really given much thought as to how fucking  hard it is to get out there, on your own and support your 7 year old Pokey. I'm discovering now it's fucking bullshit. There is nothing within my price range and if it is then it's a big pile of shit hell hole.

This is my nightmare. I'm giving up for the day to avoid going postal.  Fuck off you stupid interwebz and apartment finders and craigslist.  That thing freaks me out.

I saw a few basements for rent that scared the hello out of me.  Ugh.... 

Yup. It's a shittastic day. Did I tell you I'd been waiting on Karma to take a bite out of my arse? Yea. Here she is telling me how it is. Thanks a lot BITCH! 

Day 171, 365 days of 2011

Monday, June 27th, 2011

Happy Monday?  Is it ever?  The weekends aren't long enough and I have a tendency to pack them full of everything that I can possibly imagine!  But it's awesome!  Today I was reminded I need to get my shit together and organized as well as financially stable enough to get myself out of here!  Ugh!  I did however stumble upon what may be an affordable apartment in a city close to where I moved from.  The location should be convienient enough where I can enroll Pokey into a school that will be a better fit for her *fingers crossed*. Now to buckle down and get myself in line.  Pull out the calculator and act like the grown up I'm posta be.  Glorious!

On a random note. I made speghetti tacos tonight ,all credit goes to the lovely show, iCarly.  They were kinda...AWESOME!  Strange combination but still tasty!  Go ahead.  Try it, let me know what you think.  How do you make it you say?  It's easy. Cook speghetti and warm the taco shells! But in case that isn't simple enough lets see if I can find a link for you! 

Goodnight folks! Enjoy the speghetti  tacos!    Oh and check out my new post http://uncelebratedwench.blogspot.com/2011/06/lets-all-welcome-ms-teeray.html 

365 days of 2011

Happy Sunday folks!  I had an awesome weekend and hung out with awesome people every day!  I'm glad for that. The weather had it's ups and downs and plans came and went and changed and changed some more. Now I sit here, excited about the True Blood premier coming on tonight. I'm trying to wrap up my net use so that while it's on, I can devote my full attention :) 

So lets get this party started. I took an unexpected vacation from the Internet this weekend. I'm glad I had the chance and it wasn't even planned. 

Friday, June 24th, 2011

Worked sucked!  Are you surprised?!  I'm not. Its a never ending cycle.  But I guess it's better than not having a job!  Go figure! 

That aside, some plans changed suddenly when my aunt begged me to tag along for her birthday celebration, I gave in and committed.  It was an awesome time with some of my crazy ole family.  Good times.  It's funny to watch your aunts celebrate and as my  cousin and I pointed and laughed at their dancing and craziness. we also pointed and laughed at ourselves for failing miserably at a game of pool where t he pool table constantly ate the cue ball. So is it a Q ball or a Cue ball?  Or am I wrong both ways. THE WHITE BALL.  That's the one *winks*!  The new corset which I absolutely adore was an iffy idea. It kinda hurts!  That's not saying I'd never wear  it again, because I'm actually looking forward to wearing it again!

Saturday, June 25th, 2011

(Another late night, haha. Not that I'm complaining!) 

I spent Saturday with an awesome friend, he asked me to ride along with him to some place called Carrollton. There is a pretty neat Z car place out there and wowza he is a talker. He spent at least an hour chatting with the Z car people and appeared as though he was enjoying it. Luckily a few people began texting me and kept me distracted from all the Z car chatter.  Nice cars I might add, but lawdy he scared the hellos outta me with his fast driving.  haha. I'm old I think?!!  Oh wells. That's normal right?

We called it a day when we made it back to his place and I raced my way to Athens to meet up with a few awesome lady friends. we had a blast chatting over dinner and then went off to Athfest.  Attended an event called "Wired" with electronic music and hung around there for a while, my cousin showed up. It was an awesome time. Went home earlyish and hit the bed. 2 late nights is not good for me.  Slept till 12pm!  Unusual for me!

Sunday, June 26th, 2011

(Sunday?  That's today. Here comes the bad weather!)

Spent time at the pool, the clouds got in the way of that. I'm not exactly pleased that weekends don't ever seem to last long enough these days, but glad that Pokey will be back home tomorrow. We're having spaghetti tacos (idea from iCarly) and will definitely let you know how tasty (or not) they are!  It should be interesting to say the least!  Now I'm waiting for the True Blood premier and it's going to be AWESOME! 

Have a great night readers, followers and fellow bloggers. Shall see you tomorrow and hope you have  a great night and Monday!  :)

Crazy little thing called love

(photo taken here, short but interesting read)

Jealousy is no more than feeling alone against smiling enemies.  ~Elizabeth Bowen

I've come to the realization that I may be slipping out of the fantasy idea I've been holding on to in regards to love. I get sucked into non fictional bullshit that I see on television with hopes that True Love exists.  I'm sure that it does, for some people. I know there are people who go in and out of love situations and run into them head first.  Bound and determined to Love with everything that is them! I myself, am incapable of doing so.  I can't see the silver lining. I cant unleash my heart to love and care for a significant other.

Through my 29 years of life, I've trampled on several hearts. It hurts me to have done so. I genuinely hate that I am this way. It's something that remains unchanged. I'm lost as to why I lock myself down and refuse to LOVE endlessly and whole hearted. On the flip side I find it comforting to know my heart will remain unbroken.

Once upon a time in another life. I fell in love. I loved and loved and loved. Making few mistakes along the adventure.  For a very long time, nothing swayed my feelings. No one else turned my head. There was no one else. Call it a child hood adoration or what have you. It was what it was. I was in love. Granted it was the childlike LOVE we all have known before. Never once did I imagine what it might be like to actually grow old with this boy. Time came and went and then the shit storm set in. It all crashed in front of my eyes. There was tears upon tears, tissues piled upon tissues and my heart, life and love was shattered.  

To say it the only way I can, this upsetting lost love set up a tangled web of mess for what is to be called my love life.  Rebound after rebound, I found happiness only within myself.  Happy to have if nothing else, just ME. I enjoyed the company of many a person after said events and eventually found myself in committed relationship after committed relationship, losing sight of all the happiness I had for me.  Time lost and loves lost, hearts broken and many tears fallen.  I've never felt the way I felt back then. I've never had my heart stomped and tossed out to die again. I don't want to feel that loss again. I don't want to cry broken hearted and alone, to face myself asking why I was so stupid to let it happen again!  

I get lost in panavision these days, watching love story after love story asking myself, 'I wonder if there is ever a person for me to LOVE like that again. If there will ever be a point in my life where I can be strong enough or weak enough to just let go and say OK.' One song here lately just makes me melt, makes me go awes, I can only vaguely remember the time in my life where I think I could feel even a little bit like that!  Even still, not quite!   It's just not in the cards for me I think. Love that is.  I find myself attracting all sorts of things in this lifetime and yet all I can do is just say, Oh please just let them understand. For what it's worth, I am so sorry for that which will probably happen. Please understand it's just WHO I AM!  I'm burning bridges along the way and will sadly end up with nothing left but ME.  

Why doesn't this bother me?    That's simple, because deep down I know, it's all ME!  

Day 167, 365 days of 2011

Thursday, June 23rd, 2011

Well, dear bloggers, readers and followers. You won't get much from me today/tonight. The season premier of Futurama is on tonight and the Internet is my distraction. I'm not happy about this.  It was an okay today.  We were sooooo verrryyyyy slow at work today. Damn!





Thursday's Monkey 'butt'

Picture taken here

Okay Okay so there is not a "monkey" involved in this one.  So sorry.  Beavis uses the word Monkey though ;)

So as a child I really enjoyed watching Beavis and Butthead. This was back in the times when MTV was actually MUSIC television.  Before they sold out and started airing nothing but stupid reality television bullshit. This makes me sad.  I remember drooling as the television blared out a Def Leppard song.  Remember my sister and sitting on the  living room floor and every time Van Halen said "mine as well jump" we would jump up and down.  It was AWESOME. Now we are left with nothing but country music videos and rap people shaking their what nots for our children to see.  Bastards.  Whatever happened to the days where something good actually came on television. 

So out of boredom, I guess, we sat and watched a few episodes of Beavis and Butthead the other day. Sadly they were without music videos like they use to play when it was on television.  I'm surprised we didn't grow up to be seriously troubled. Perhaps I'm only so use to iCarly and Sponge Bob now that it just makes me go WOW!  Sadly, I still loved every minute of it. Do you remember things at time from childhood and actually take the time as an adult to relive those moments?  It's glorious I tell you.  

So this weeks post is Beavis and Butthead. In this episode Beavis is doing his "monkey boy" dance. Yes, I know they are shot out!  But that's why I love them!

Day 165 & 166, 365 days of 2011

Tuesday, June 21st, 2011

Never mind those trees flying by.  That's besides the point.  Yes Yes.. I admit this was taken as I was flying down interstate 85.  Phew!  Made it to work on time, so it worked out!  Sad day as the Hero unit was struck by a driver of an 18 wheeler.   Lucky him he wasn't killed, only wounded and apparently it wasn't life threatening.  Talk about "your lucky day". He was lucky indeed. It's rare to be struck by and 18 wheeler and not be killed.  Guess he will think again before blocking a lane to stop and pick up debris on the road.  Glad he made it alive though.  The rain came in today and for those on Twitter, I made sure to stress the bullshit factor in that.  Everyone says we need the rain, but it puts a cloud (possibly) over my weekend. I will not approve! 

Wednesday, June 22nd, 2011

'Another day in Paradise' that's my new saying I think. I say it with as much sarcasm as possible also.  lol.  But that's OK.  Today was pretty uneventful, hey it rained. YAY! <- Not!  I didn't approve of this picture and I still don't. But I had no intentions of trying to take a better one. It will have to do.  Things are slightly bumpy right now with personal issues and all, but that's neither here nor there.  You're not here to hear me bitching about unimportant stuff are you?  Didn't think so! All in all it was an OK day. Nothing exciting to report. Am looking forward to the weekend already. Glad I made it past the hump! 

Goodnight readers, followers and fellow bloggers. It's been one of those days I guess. Cya tomorrow hopefully will have a better attitude then!

Day 164, 365 days of 2011

Monday, June 20th, 2011

Alarm clock?  What might that be?  Like for reals. I didn't hear that alarm at all this morning, I woke up at 7:39 this morning. It's a MUST that I have gotten myself out the door and down the road by 7:30. So you can only imagine how it felt for me this morning. I jumped out of bed and raced through the house (my clothes are in the dresser on the other side of the house).  Got dressed QUICKLY and hauled arse to the bedroom to throw the contacts in my head.  LATE LATE LATE! No coffee no time to stop!  Ugh!  I can't stand being late. I don't remember the trip to work and don't remember a good couple of hours this morning. But I made it alive. It was in no way a slow day.  Stayed busy all day and was glad when it was over so I could pick up Pokey from daycare!  AWESOME!

I'm realizing a few people I know are quite worthless. Will never really amount to anything and sadly are just a waste of space. It's that sad when you come to the realization that there are people in this world who just suck.  They take and take and take and mooch and mooch and mooch and then have the nerve to get pissy when something goes wrong for them?  It's bullshit!  I'm thinking it may have come the time in my life where I warsh my hands of those people and carry on with my life. Is this wrong?  I mean technically they didn't do anything to me, they are still what I would call a friend. But I've no real interest in them?  It's strange. Am I just being evil. It's been an evil night and well I just won't go into the details with that or anything. But perhaps I'm just having an off day. Still needing a shower and shave and the only bathroom with the tub is under renovation STILL.  *sobs*  The quickness was bullshit!  Oooof!

goodnight readers, followers and fellow bloggers. I'm off to facebook and twitter it up! WHEWT!

Day 163, 365 days of 2011

Sunday, June 19th, 2011

Happy Sunday and happy Fathers Day again!  It was a lovely HOT day today in Georgia, not that I'm complaining. I couldn't stand being cooped up in the house anymore and went out into the sun for a bit. Not sure how much tan I got on this time, but it was just nice to lay out there for a bit.  Just in case I didn't tell you all, I finished reading "The Girl who Kicked the Hornets Nest" and it was AWESOME! Now I can officially sit down and watch the movie.  I'm excited!  picked up my newest book today. I bought Twilight's Official Illustrated Guide to Twilight.  I'm debating on if I want to finish this up or get to what I really want to read.  Oooof all my decisions.  haha..  But those are for another day. Time slipped past me tonight and I'm up way past my bedtime tonight, which I will soon regret when 6am rolls around. But boss man made it back today and took the phones from me (thank gawd) at around 9pm. *happy dance* Now I can sleep tonight without the fear of missing a phone call.  Whew!  Goodnight readers, followers and fellow bloggers. Have an awesome Monday!  :)  If that is possible!



Happy Dad's Day!

A photo of me and my Dad. I've no idea if the date on this thing is right or not.  It was an awesome day in Helen when this picture was taken!  I love my Dad bunches and so glad I was able to assist in painting their bathroom this weekend as well as take mom around town while Dad was (as usual) busting his arse to get stuff done!  That's what Dads are for? I don't know, but he deserves what few breaks he takes for sure.  He's my hero!  always!

Hug your Dad's because they won't always be here.  We are lucky to have them!  :)

Day 162, 365 days of 2011

Saturday, June 18th, 2011

Lookie Lookie its Saturday. The morning started with a bang with the phone ringing non stop, I noticed at about 5 o clock it needed to be charged.  Wowza. Could it really be I don't use my phone often enough for it to die. Weird. But I brought it home and gave it a charge. The weather was crapola and it poured and made  a mess. I don't mind weather, but why must it make such a mess!??  Terrible!

Success, the window motor is installed. I am fucking surprised I had any kind of knowledge as to how to do that (thank you Youtube). I never thought something like that would help me. I'm like auto retarded and look at this shit. I changed a window motor in my car. Yea I RAWK!  Just in case you didn't know!

Unfortunately (I'm selfish) I had to drop Pokey off to her Dad today, Fathers Day, blah!  Must share though, it's just the way it goes. She will have fun though, going skating and the what nots. I was able to pick up my Dads present and card while I was out.  We managed to get in Blizzard time at Dairy Queen before time to meet her Dad and cleaned the windows in the car too!

And sadly, now I sit (lay) here and watch Twilight, for the umpteenth time. I love the Twilight movies.  It's all because of the books. I loved the books so much that I gave in and did what I'd said I'd never do.  Watched the Twilight movies. They always seemed like teeny bopper bullshit that I didn't have any interest in (even though I love vampire tales). But after reading those books and learning all about the character Edward, well all she had to tell about him, I was in Love, ha ha.  Me?  In love?  ha ha.. He was an adorable character.  Now the movies are my weakness and I still aim to re-read Breaking Dawn and it's entirety before November!  *fingers crossed*

Back to the point... I sit here, bored out of my mind, watching one of my favorite movies, wishing I were at one of my bestest girl friends parties. It sucks!  I'd so hoped to go to the party. I was in awe when I realized it was Fathers Day weekend and my ex hubs wanted his daughter the night before as well.  I was actually going to be able to go. Then of course they spring the news on me that I'm the luckiest girl in the world and get to work this weekend. CRAP!

So rather than keep boring you with my mindless rambles of my day and  misery, I will leave it at this. 

Goodnight readers, followers and fellow bloggers. Have an awesome Saturday night and for those having fun, have a little extra fun for me!

Day 161, 365 days of 2011

Friday, June 17th, 2011

So, of course, blogger gave me a headache last night while attempting to upload a photo. I've every intention of running back through and trying to add the photo from the other night *fingers crossed*

*Friday, other than the reality of working this weekend sinking it, it was an awesome day. I read through a lot  of my book and was actually able to finish it up. It was AWESOME!  I enjoyed it a lot and will definitely have to re read those if I ever finish all my other readings. Don't even get me started on the books on my shelf that remain unread.  Blarg. The phones were pretty quiet all night, didn't wake me until earlyish this morning! Whew!*

Day 160, 365 days of 2011

Thursday, June 16th, 2011

(INSERT PHOTO HERE AS SOON AS BLOGGER QUITS BEING A POS)

Well it was another day at work.  Arsehats decided to spring the news on me that NO I can't take my vacation when I want to. I must work around their schedule, because they are the almighty!  What?!  You didn't know I worked for God and he apparently married SATAN!?  Oh wow.  Well now you know!   To say the least, I'm not happy about not being able to take my vacation when I want to.  I'm even more upset with the fact that I'm blessed to be working this weekend and they don't have flippn courtesy to tell me in advance. Now all the plans Ive made are just gone to SHIT.  I'm not happy!

Glad for the weekend. It may be one of those working weekends when I look at the phone and if it doesn't say "work" "God" or "police dept"  they won't get my arse to answer. Yes I'm rebelling! 

To top it all off, I now have the window motor for my car and no one to install it. AWESOME!  I watched a video on youtube and have every intention of trying to install said window motor myself. I miss the days where the topic of "auto repairs" came up and my Dad was on his feet like "LETS DO IT!"  Ahhh to dream! 

So tomorrow, I plan to play on the net, all I want and take my book with me so when I'm bored I can finish it up. I'm excited. Not only am I really close to being done. It's awesome!

Goodnight dear readers, followers and fellow bloggers! 

Oh look, 2 days later and I can add a photo.  Awesome!  Bastard!

Thursday's Monkey 'butt'

Hello Thursday and hello fellow... Well I'm going to come up with a cool name for you Monkey Butt Followers, I'm sure of it!  Suggestions welcome!

So lets do this thang!

Now there is a Monkey Butt you can just not say no to. Look how cute he is trying to figure out that the hat goes on the head! 

Futurama,another one of my FAVORITE shows EVAR!  It's hard to choose a favorite character, and well I've yet to do just that. I'm torn between Leela and Fry.  Completely different, but somehow they remind me of myself, at times. I'm bitchy and Fry like stupid on occasion.  Mesh them together and BAM you gots ME!  Never mind that one eye thing.  That doesn't apply ;)

For your viewing pleasure!



Day 159, 365 days of 2011

Wednesday, June 15th, 2011

Hello humpday and no humping allowed!  ;)  Another...fabulous day in the work place. Boring as usual. We were lucky enough to get a call today to impound donation boxes. WTF?!!  Apparently when we say TOWING we mean tow anything. Redonkulous. But whatever, they got them, not to let them sit and take up space for flippin ever!  Yea, exactly what I want to see when I go out back looking for a car. Donation boxes.  Crazy days in the towing industry I guess!

Home at last, I wasn't able (didn't take the time) to blog today at work.  Shame on me *smacks hands*. Another day spent playing with facebook and twitter.  Now I'm sitting here, ALONE, and it's weird.  The dogs are doing their thing (laying on the vents soaking up the a/c) the bird is out of ear range, so I don't have to hear him scream. Pokey is with her Dad and apparently the 'rents have taken off to pick out bathroom stuff.  Them and their adventures.  I must admit as many times as they've sprung a leak and the floors have demanded their attention, I would have bought a new house by now.  Guess that's another reason buying isn't for me. The thought of having to fix broken shit just sounds like a terrible idea.

We are expecting?  bad weather today. I haven't seen any, but the thunder noise I just heard outside  made me remember!  I'm off to scrounge through the house for something to eat.  Strange days! 

Have an awesome night bloggers, readers and followers.   Look out for Thursday's Monkey Butt post tomorrow. I'm sure you're excited!  

Day 158, 365 days of 2011

Tuesday, June 14th, 2011

Well, here we are again at work, BORED.  I've only had one turd to deal with today. She was being a whiny runt. It's times like that makes me want to run screaming out of the front door only to not look back.  Arg!

Spent most of the day on facebook and twitter. Go figure. What can I say, I love them both!  Gives me something to do I guess. It's too bad I keep forgetting my book, which sadly I've slacked off on almost completely and really NEED to get to it. There are other books I need to make time for and just don't want to get into them without finishing this one.  *grumbles*

I'm almost caught up on my readings from my fear fellow bloggers. Will finish those up as soon as I'm done here.  Should kill a little more time for the day. Dang I'm running out of ideas. Just isn't fair. Slow days at work aren't nearly as fun as they should be. Have  an awesome Tuesday folks. I'm off to do stuff and junk!



Day 157, 365 days of 2011

Funky Monkey Monday, June 13th, 2011

I'm sure you read yesterday of my unfortunate window problems. If it weren't for bad luck, I wouldn't have any at all. I'm sure you could fill a book with the series of unfortunate events that is my life.  But luckily, my boss man was able to get that window up for me. So now rather than blow my hair into a hissy fit, I can kick the air on and just go.  Ugh!

I'm off to an early start today, for a reason unknown to me. Perhaps my mind is dulled with the repetitive mindless jumbles I do here at work. It gets boring and as much as I'd love to just clock out and go home. I need moolah to buy a new window motor. Damnit!

So with your free time today, I'm so lucky to have another guest post up today.  When asked to complete this one, I was like, holy crap I've no ideas. Then randomly I came up with some fictional mumble jumble. (You're loving my random nonsense words today, aren't you?!) So if you're bored, go check it out. It should kill a few brain cells along the read and well Starlight is AWESOME. So make sure you give her props while you are there! 

Have an awesome day readers.  I'm off to do mindless stuff and junk.  Whewt!

Day 154-156, 365 days of 2011

Friday, June 10th, 2011

Well it was another day in paradise at work, who would have thunk it?!  It passed by relatively quick until of course about 2pm. By then I was ready to just clock out and call it a day.  It's too bad I couldn't do just that. I was stuck there, in 'paradise' for another 3 hours.  Oooof!  It ended smoothly and then sat in traffic for the next 3 hours.  AWESOME way to end a Friday huh?  Unfortunately I made the mistake of traveling down roads I know better than travel down in the event of traffic disasters!  Stupid me!  Oh well, it all ended well and the night was pretty good!  Thank goodness for that part!

Saturday, June 11th, 2011

Saturday was filled with fun fun fun.  I spent the day taking Mom around to all the places she wanted to go. Thrift Store shopping times 2 then of course the mall to find Dad something for Fathers Day!  Arg!  It was OK though. She found some awesome shorts and stuff for Dad, I found out later HE HATES THEM AND REFUSES TO WEAR THEM.  Dads and their wacky ways!  I've still no idea what I will get Dad for Dads Day.  I'm lost on that one. I know he mentioned he wanted something, of course I can't remember, then again he just got his Nintendo DS last weekend, video games are always a winner!

Saturday was the night of the Rehab show. I love Rehab.  They managed to put on an AWESOME show. Not that they ever fail at doing just that. They played a few songs Id not heard them play live before, that was awesome! I wore the red shoes.  So lovely!  They hurt like a sonofabitch though. I swear one day I will be good at wearing heels and rawk those bishes all night long. Sadly, I wasn't able to do so last night. Go figure. Let me just say, THEY WERE ADORABLE!  Another great night!  Except for the sex dancers on the dance floor.  *barfs*

Sunday, June 12th, 2011

Sunday?  Hey that's today. Sorry for my slackness over the weekend, it's really unintentional, I promise!  Stayed busy all weekend and away from the computer, strange. I guess you can only guess my frustration this morning when I logged in to my social networks only to spend an hour trying to play catch up. Needless to say I'm behind on my blogger readings and postings, obviously! Here I am now though, that's something. Today was awesome as well. Spent time by the pool soaking up some sun. Much needed rays for these cold bones of mines.  Then of course my window motor went out and now the damn thing wont roll up. Sonofahorseshit!  It poured the rain. Ugh!  Oh well,  something else to spend money on and make my baby brain ache!  Gar! 

So the weekend is over. I'm  pondering and working on other posts these days and am hopeful I can get them online.  Shall see. I got my future me letter today. Had totally forgot about that thing. But I got it anyways. It didn't say much, I haven't deleted  it because I'm trying to come up with something creative to send myself!  :)

Day 153, 365 days of 2011

Thursday, June 9th, 2011

Training my bangs to go a different way, it's awful!!  Am bored with the norm I guess.  I'm waiting till the weekend, I think, to cut them off anyways.  Dear hair on my head, Why can't you make me happy? Will you please just TRY!  Thanks!  Love, Doria

OK where was I?  Ah yes, Thursday. I followed through with my Monkey Butt post today.  Although I don't think there was any monkey butts. Hrm, will try harder next time. Check it out. You know you want to!

It was a good day. My lack of sleep didn't hurt to much this morning, I didn't get up at my posta get up time, but I got up. Wasn't late for work, all in all it was a success.  The day went by well, no bumps or rough spots until my weekly trip to the courts and tag office.  Stopped by the bank, talking on the phone with Mom, LEFT MY DAMN BANK CARD IN THE ATM. Uck!  Panicked I finished my errands as quickly as possible and ran back to the bank. Ugh.  Lucky they were able to give me a temporary card and will send  a new one in the mail. I was able to eat lunch and get cigarettes.  AWESOME.

The rest of today flew by and was over before I knew it. Spent some time with a girlfriend after work and came home. Awesome day. And high hopes that tomorrow will be better! 

Thursday's Monkey 'butt'

One of my favorite Monkeys!  This guy is awesome. We all know the story, he comes in on his wife and monkey friend doing the dirtay on the bed.  Then turns Evil!

God I love Family Guy!  One of my favorite TV shows, EVAR!

HA!  There we have it my first MonkeyButt post!  I'm looking forward to this project!

Is it weird that I have MonkeyButts on my mind?

Day 152, 365 days of 2011



Wednesday, June 8th, 2011

Another glorious day in 'Paradise'. Work wasn't too bad today. For that I am glad! It went by pretty smoothly and the wicked witch wasn't lingering around the office!  Ah yes!  In case you all haven't noticed she makes me nuts! 

I have this new awesome idea starting tomorrow, after pondering it on the way home today I've decided to dedicate Thursdays to a random MONKEY BUTT kinda post.  By that I mean I'm going to post something MONKEY like. Whether it be an awesome photo of an 'adorable' monkey a clip or something monkey like or just some random Monkey Babbles. Who knows where this will lead, but I think it's a fine idea.

It's 12am and technically its Thursday, to say the least, it's the makings to what may be a BAD Thursday, running late for work is something that always makes me a little bonkers! 

Goodnight dear readers, followers and fellow bloggers. Just think tomorrow holds a Monkey Butt Day!  

There went the tears

This morning started out so bumpy. I was hopeful in the beginning but it all came crashing down.  I lost control and the tears came.  They were well hidden, almost busted in the act, but saved by the bell. I don't typically talk about my problems, they just aren't something I do freely, not that I am starting now. I'm seeking advise from you readers with children or experience in such. 

I don't like to think of myself as a bad parent, I in fact know that I am in NO WAY a bad parent. It's my first time, can I still use that excuse?  Screw it. I'm using it. 

I've always tried to treat my daughter as I would want to be treated. But her at her age is in a mode where she wants to test me and see how far she can push mommy!  It's so very stressful.  SO VERY STRESSFUL!  She was out right HATEFUL this morning and I broke down. I'm taking it that I'm not a very strict or dominate type. That she doesn't take me serious and thinks Mommy will just take and take and not do anything. I've attempted many things, taking away her games and television privileges and things got better last time when I pulled away her privileges. Even went to the extent of calling her Father and asking him to help with this by applying the same rules at his house. Her first grounding.  It calmed things down a bit for a while.

Here we are again. Maybe it's just  a bad WEEK for me, well 2 weeks.  So dear friends, if you have any advise on such matters. It would be so greatly appreciated. Have an awesome day.  Pokey will be with her dad for the rest of this week. I already miss her! 

Day 151, 365 days of 2011

Tuesday, June 7th, 2011

Ahhhh yes Tuesday!  Overslept this morning, but was better than getting up early.  We awoke again this morning to the ice crashing into the cooler, but no way I was staying up. Screw you guys, I'm going back to bed!

Luckily I made it to work on time. The morning started out busy, which is good.  The afternoon slowed down, BOOOOO for that. But I made it alive and made it home after the traffic. I hate traffic.

Well not much else to report today. Just glad I'm attempting to keep up with my posting, now that blogger is letting me upload my photos without the headache!  Thanks blogger! 

Have an awesome night readers, followers and fellow bloggers! 

To my dear Dahlin' ,

I sit here sadly, wishing you were still with me. I do miss you so very much, the way you talk softly to me, gobble down your food and roll around on the floor swatting at toys!  I'm writing to tell you I love you and I'm so sorry. I wish things were different and I wish you were still here. I see your pictures and can only hope you are happy where you are. That you are loved and being cared for.  I hope you get all you deserve and a piece of me wishes you to remember me always. 

Unfortunately you are a cat and you will move on with your life.  Sadly I will never forget you and you will always be my precious Princess! 

Hugs and Kisses and until next time we meet! 

Love, ME

Day 150, 365 days of 2011

Monday, June 6th, 2011

Holy shit blogger didn't reject my picture *gasps* I think I'm having a heart a stroke!

Anyways. It was an off day.. Again!  Something crashing in the kitchen (ice being DUMPED from the freezer into a cooler) at 5:30 am. Sonofashitbitchhell.  Yea it all ran together at 5:30 and then I hear my munchkin running through the house.  What the hell, of course she didn't say that, but yes. It woke me up early and I was up from then on. SHIT!

I realized on the way to work though, and didn't think about it until much later (brain wasn't working) I'm trying EVERYTHING on the way to work to stay awake. Motherofpearl.  It has been a pretty long time since I've found myself having trouble focusing on not falling asleep behind the wheel.  talk about scary when you're only love is in the back seat, being an adorable 7 years old and playing her DS.
RELAX! I was no threat to society or anything, just tired. Unsure really as to why. I don't stay up late hours or anything. I guess just the sudden jolt so early and getting up earlier.  Strange!

So to share with you bloggers. I find this song suiting of my situation this morning!

Needless to say it was a pretty crapola day. Not only was I "off" today but tired as hell and they traded out the old a/c unit, which was busted a few days last week, for a shiny new one and lawdy hell it almost froze me out of the place. Sadly, I was the only one chillin in the back room. Everyone else was a comfy 77 while I breaking the snotcicles off my face and tucking my hands to fight the frost bite.  AWESOME!

There we have it, I'm all caught up. Whewt Whewt!  Bring it on Tuesday!

ps.  I am officially officially the proud NON OWNER of a Kia Sorento.  Fucking A Right!  Strange events though he was damn near begging and having his car buddy beg for me to leave the tag on.  weirdo. GET YOUR OWN TAG DAMNIT!  It's mine!  GIMME GIMME! 

Day 149, 365 days of 2011

Sunday, June 5th, 2011

OMG talk about a pain the arse.  I got some posting done last night but I swear this photo uploading thing just does whatever it wants at times. Horseshit! 

Sunday... Happy birthday to my niece, she was with her Mom most of the day but I'm sure she had a blast. 

Kitty went to stay in her new place, ooof, I don't think she much cared for that, but the lovely lady who was taking her really thought it was neat that she was such a bitch?  I hope it works out and they grow on each other.  :/  Shall see right? 

Luckily Pokey and I were able to hit the pool for  a bit.  Sadly pool time ended with water in the ear, making Pokey cry and then sunblock in the eyes! Oooof. Just good to get out the house though, fer shure!

 Mother has been on EVIL mode all weekend and well I thought for sure she was hating me or something. She says she doesn't!  Whew! 

Everything passed by the evening, after searching and searching I've given up on buying something to wear with my new red heels. I will just piece it together with what I have!  Should be awesome! 

Day 148, 365 days of 2011

Saturday, June 4th, 2011

So I found this flippn sweet shirt at goodwill. I love it so much and just had to take the time and wear it.  We had my nieces 7th birthday party today and it was great fun.  No one really showed up it was pretty much us just chilling. Which, considering the size of the place, was a good thing!  We rang in the party with grilling, munchin, cake and ice cream. Yum!  I love birfday cake!

Me niece went home with her Mom afterwards and Pokey and I took our time to go bowling. Our bowling alley here in this small town sure is CRAP! ha ha. We were  the only people there and sadly, I LOST to my 7 year old.  Awesome!  I can only imagine what the locals thought of that.  ha ha...  Then again, do you really think I care?!  ha ha.  Just so you know. I DON'T!  My daughter can beat me at anything and everything.  I win sometimes. rarely OK.  Just means she is already better than me.  Is that so bad?

Day 147, 365 days of 2011

Friday, June 3rd, 2011

Heh Heh.. We look silly. 

TGIF! 

I was glad for that. Long (short) week we had there. Glad when it ended! 

Day 146, 36 days of 2011

Thursday, June 2nd 2011

Day 145, 365 days of 2011

Wednesday, June 1st, 2011

Well I got a picture to upload but I can't get it to work right for me, so now we have it off centered.. Blarg!  Sometimes I hate the net more than it hates me!