Good morning! *grumbles* The lights seem weird in here, I feel all gloomy, depressed. sad. I want the sun to shine, it's day 2 with no sun. I'm sorry you are all reading of my bitching. For real, Sorry! I can't help it. It's just HOW I AM!
If you're still reading... THANKS! You are a great friend!
So today, I FAILED! Yes...FAILED! I attempted to think I could go without a patch today. I think I was OK until I came into the office. The office with depressing lights and no window, gloomy and depressing. I want to be outside. Perhaps I should just go outside? So a while ago I attached the patch. I tried. and failed! Will try again tomorrow. I know the directions say to wear them like 6 weeks or something, but I don't want to become addicted to nicotine patches. Or do I? Are they safer? NO, fuck that. If I want nicotine addiction, I want to smoke the damn cigarette that goes hand in hand. Damn it! Fuck being addicted to nicotine patches. That doesn't sound like any fun at all! It;s not the same!
I'm ranting! Day, what 5 and still smoke free! Damn nicotine patches! I need SUNSHINE! Have a great day my fellow bloggers, readers and followers!
ps... The smell of exhaust, especially diesel, is really affecting my nose today... Grrrr!