Day 147, 2012

Thursday, May 31st

Well today ends the month of May. It was all in all a pretty lovely month. The weather was warm, hot, nice.  It was great!  Spent a lot of fun times with friends, family.  Tomorrow rings in June.  I will begin my 30 day project for the month of June. I'm thinking about sharing it on here, not quite sure yet though. Maybe I will make tab of it instead of dedicating a whole post each day to it. I am undecided.

**Reminders:  I'm running a weeks worth of zombie related shit next week. Want to contribute, you let me know.  Email me kcdoe27 (at) hotmail (dot) com  I did see another post today about some children in Africa. Not sure it is in anyway related, seemed like a joke to me.  

I've developed a peanut allergy I think. May very well be an anxiety though. Let me give you a little story so you can better understand.

Ques dreamy music.....  

 I fell in love with Peter Pan Smooth Peanut Butter with Honey. It still haunts my fantasies. Let me tell you, I love that shit!  Just so there is no confusion. So I decided it would save me money if I stopped eating out lunches, at work.  So after many a month of eating turkey or some other sandwich meats.  Then I found Peter Pan.  I was in heaven, it was wonderful. I'd finally found something I could eat that wasn't awful.

I ate it, every day (pretty much) for months.   It was bliss.

Then comes the pain. For some unknown reason I started having terrible stomach pains. Every day, all day. Still eating the peanut butter. I changed the bread I was using, thinking maybe it was too much for me. Never thought it would be the deliciousness I was putting on my bread.

The pain stayed.... took a few other measures trying to avoid the pains. No luck.

Quit my peanut butter, cold turkey.

The pains stopped.  Unconvinced a few weeks later I attempted another peanut butter sandwich. The pains returned, upset stomach. owch!

Yesterday I had a protein snack with peanuts and peanut butter in it.  Upset stomach.  I think I've developed a peanut allergy, but I do have a case of undiagnosed anxiety as well.

Thoughts?