Wednesday, October 17, 2012
How can I make her fight again?
Every day I call her, every day she's on bed. Nothing seems to drive her to want to get out of bed anymore. Not unless she absolutely HAS to. She's in constant pain.... They've got her on the oxycodone, but it doesn't seem to last long enough. At this point, Mama MB seems to be living off pain medicine. They've offered her another type of pain medicine which comes through a patch!! She isn't too thrilled to get on that one. Not entirely sure why she's hesitant on taking it. I think she was mainly concerned that because they had to scan her body and check to be sure that she was able to take the medicine. Her surgeon advised her that she would take it if it were available and I'm sure her Dr has said the same. We will see what she decides.
Prayers needed, tomorrow is result day. As I've said. I pray things have improved... Or perhaps just halted a bit. I will be glad when they get her off this chemo she is on right now, as all the pain seems to have started since she began this treatment.
It pains me to call her lately, I love to go visit. But I'd rather see her out of bed and moving around. EATING would be nice! She doesn't do that anymore either.
I hope things pick up again... I hate her feeling crappy!
We're still hanging in there, I hope everyone else is doing well!!