Thursday, November 29, 2012
RIP, Mama Monkey Butt
We laid Mama MB to rest on Wednesday, November 28th, 2012. It was a very sad day and the day that confirmed it all. No pinching needed, this is not a dream. My Mama MB has left this world. She is soaring now above us all in her heaven. With her Dad and as Pokey says, our poor little deceased Rhino (the guinea pig).
I miss her so much. She was a part of my everything. For weeks now I've cried many a tear worrying over the "what ifs" those what ifs are confirmed and though I thought it would be harder, I thought I could run away from it all.
But I can't, for the sake of those that I love. I can't leave this place. I just can't fathom the loss of losing everyone around me as well. For something so selfish as weakness.
I miss my Mama MB. I miss her more than I've missed anything else in this world. I've lost my mind on many occasions and this loss is far greater.
I want to again, thank you all. With everything that is left of me.... For your kind words, for being here to read my words. To share with me your stories of loss as well. You've no idea how much you people mean to me and the times you've helped me through so far in this short lifetime of ours.
- still hanging in there