day 3, 365 days of 2011...

Good morning my fellow bloggers/readers/followers.  It's Friday and for some reason Im not excited for that.  Perhaps Ive come to the realization that once Friday really hits I know that once it's over, I only have 2 days of off time.  That is not much fun.  I do plan to get my hair changed this weekend, add some highlights, if all else fails I shall cover the red with something more my speed, a nice brown or maybe I will give in and make it BLACK.  Did I mention I miss my black hair?  Ive a few thoughts for this Friday post, I plan to throw them all into one.  What else do I have to do today?  Work!  You all know how I feel about working, haha...

So here we are, day number 3 of my 365 days of 2011.   For your viewing pleasure:

It's my Friday picture!  Im feeling a little better today, decided to try and make myself take the alka seltzer as directed. Im such a spaz, I never take medicine the way the box tells me to.  Just tough it up and get better all on my own.  I dont have the energy to wait for it to pass on its on this time.  Po' sick me!

Off to other matters...  One of my dear Facebook friends who is also the owner of Laura Leslie Photograpy and takes absolutely wonderful photographs of family, baby, engagement and wedding photos has posted a give away as of yesterday, we were to post a picture and have people go like it on her page. Im trying to educate my friends and family on the rule of the game and it's going pretty good, I hope!  What Im bothering you all to do now, if you are indeed a facebook addict like me, perhaps you can find your way over to Laura Leslie Photography (http://www.facebook.com/home.php#!/lauralesliephoto ) , like I said she does ABSOLTELY WONDERFUL work!  You will have to LIKE her page and then scroll down until you see the picture Ive posted of my daughter and myself.  The picture I posted is one of my favorites.  If you will be so kind, click like on it!  Im trying to win, lemme offer praise again, she does wonderful work and did some for me last year, 2010.  It's still weird to call 2010 last year! So let me take the time now, to post some links so we all know what and where to go!  In advance, you all are the BEST ever! 

http://www.facebook.com/home.php#!/lauralesliephoto 

That is the link to her fan page!  remember, awesome photographer!

This is the photograph I submitted.  Just a reminder, you must LIKE her fan page first, then proceed to scroll down and LIKE my post of this photo! If you find the time, it would be so awesome to have her take pictures of me and my lil' princess.  No pressure ;)
And for those interested, she does photography in the Florida/Georgia areas...  Go check her out sometimes!

http://www.lauraleslieblog.com/

Her blog is the reason Im on blogger today. I always clicked her links from facebook and went to see her work on her blog.  Very good blog if you enjoy photography!

You will never beleive this, but I think I have forgotten whatever else it was I was going to incorporate into this blog.  No surprise there. I would forget my head if it were not attached.

Have  a great day bloggers. Im ending this until I remember what it was I was posting.  LOL... you should have plenty to read with just this, right?!

American Muscle...

"M.U.S.C.L.E.S. muscles make the very best, BONE MOVERS!"  Those are lyrics from a childhood song we learned while they were teaching us about muscles.  Weird I remember this!

Lets move on to the point of this mornings rant!  AMERICAN MUSCLE!

No silly! Not that kind of American muscle, although that is pretty awesome too. I was goofing off this morning with my thoughts of American muscle, and decided to find a picture of a muscle man, eww have you guys ever done that?  Some of those photos are just, ewww gross!  Check them out next time you are bored.  Scaarrryyy! 

Anywho.... So this morning I was on subject of American Muscle CARS!  Muscle Cars have always been a weakness of mine.  I love old cars, the noise they make, how fast they are. I love it. It is just exciting for me.  Ive always been a sucker for an old Chevelle and a 69 Camaro, yummm. For your viewing pleasure.

Some of the American Companies have remade the older American Muscle Cars, when was it?!  They made the new Mustang and said it looked like a 60 something model, forgive me, but I don't see it!   Sadly, I am not a big fan of the older Mustang bodies.  Mind you I do adore what they did with that Shelby in "Gone in 60 Seconds".  That car was to say the least, AWESOME!  Mustangs aside... Dodge has done a wonderful job at making their Challengers and Chargers look very similar to the older models. 

These cars are all know for fast loud and rear wheel drive.  So in 1995 they changed the Monte Carlo, one of the vehicles that were classified as American muscle, to a front wheel drive vehicle.  Why?  It's just redonkulous! 

My arguments this morning.. If they go so far as to just take it all away, whats next?  Four Door mustangs and Camaros?  Yes Mustang, Camaro and Corvette has made it thus far with their rear wheel driveness and their muscleness intact.  But what else will they do to take it all away and make it crapola?  Ahhh it's these days of dark that scare me, but mark my words.  They ever make a four door mustang, camaro or corvette.  Count me out!  I'm throwing in the towel and making a run for the border!

day 2 of my 365, 2011.

And here we are again, neglecting the work I should be doing but just can't make myself do.  I'm still sick today and still adore my lovely white starry shirt.  I love clothes, shoes and accessories. Back to the point. My sickness has now moved from my head to my lungs, as of this morning. It sucks!  I cough and cough to no end. Oh well... So I'm going strong with my 365 days, I think, for now! 

And here we are with day 2, I hope you bloggers don't mind me doing this, it should be lotsa fun and would be interesting if I actually complete it!  *fingers crossed*

Ah yes, crapola photo #1 of my 2011. I must have deleted about 15 photos just to get this one, half decent photo.  Yay for being sick!!

Good Day my bloggers!  Have an awesome Thursday!

365 days of 2011...?

So last year I took on a project.  This project remains incomplete and resting peacefully in my facebook albums.  The project was to take a picture of yourself every day for an entire year - abstract, upfront, happy, crazy, ugly, whatever. Its a lesson in personal growth and an eye-opening experience to see how you change every day!  

Well I got about a month or so into the project and gave it up, forgot, whatever.  And today as I was bored out back, smoking of course, tisk tisk tisk, I had the thought that it would have been nice to actually complete that in 2010.  It crossed my mind to attempt for 2011, but I'm already what, 5 days into the New Year.  I'm late with that project.  The project that I have yet to commit to.  I find myself only remembering to take photos at work, I was clicking through the album and noticed the majority of them are at work. Oh well....  Its a thought... I guess!

(Day 1)

I guess the idea came earlier when I was blogging about my hair color and changing it yet again.  So I'm clicking through what seems like a MILLION photos on my facebook and admiring how much I changed throughout those photos, not me as a person or even so much aging or anything, but wow!  I did change my hair a lot!  That made me giggle and ache for a changing again.  We shall see... I'm pondering the ideas and possibly thinking about putting off the black for a little while longer, perhaps I will find me an oh so adorable wig of black hair over the weekend. 

I'm still sickly and honestly would enjoy an early bedtime tonight, but something tells me my addiction to facebook isn't going  to allow me to do such things! 

A day like this is what I had to work with today, the sun was trying to shine down on me, but all those damn clouds just wouldn't let it and then it rained rained rained and I'm sure it's still raining... *cries*

Good night bloggers, we shall see you tomorrow!

1 for Wednesday

Well it's a Wednesday, I'm bored, again, I glance around my desk and area and see nothing that I really want to be doing today.  So bloggers, here is something I'm asking you...  Which one is better?! 

I don't know if I blogged on my hair lately or at all honestly.  In 2010 I went through a lot with my hair.  This color, that color, this long, this short, this style, all that fun!  Now I'm in a spot where I really want to go back to my black hair. However I am torn because I damn near shaved my head to get the black out of my hair. I really wanted red hair.  Ive no idea why, my hair LOVES red, like LOVVVES! red.  It soaks it up and takes it in FOREVER!

This little princess here, see above, from the popular? television show, in which my daughter simply adores, gave me the idea to want my hair red. Mine isn't quite like hers, not as pink, which I would totally adore, but it was the closest I could get. I still love her hair and totally want it for my own, but I think I'm past this red phase.  I'm aching to go back black but at the same time, I'm terrified.  This I don't know why, I loved my hair black.  It was so nice! 

Oh well, just my random thoughts for today... Wait for it, Ive one more for this day to come!

Good day my fellow bloggers!

Slice of Excitement, hold the Drama, please

So here I am, once again, neglecting my work, just to sit and babble on about the random thoughts that go through my mind.  Lucky you! 

Today I'm in the mood for a slice of excitement.  My title leads to imply I'm enduring some form of Drama, but really, no I'm not.  I cannot remember the last time I really had drama, perhaps I blocked it out so that I wouldn't have to remember the last time I had drama. I don't really care for drama, but really, who does?  If you like drama, go hang with a few of the people in my family, you are bound to come across more drama than you can handle!

Today is just an off Tuesday for me.  Blame it on this sore throat, damn you bicycle, or these contacts that just don't seem to fit right here lately, or just the battle in my head telling me when and when not to smoke.  I hate you cigarettes!  It is officially safe for me to say, I WANT TO GO HOME!  I'm in no mood for today. 

I think I'm getting me a sickness... Sonofabitch! 

So back to excitement... I'm thinking I'm in need of some serious EXCITEMENT!  I'm to chicken to jump from an airplane or bungee jump or something scary like that but I am up for a good party and some great friends. Maybe a nice road trip or simply just a vacation.  One of those where you go away for a while and come back when you're ready.  That's something Ive yet to do in this lifetime... Bucket list maybe?  Oh wait... I don't have a bucket list!

Good day my readers/bloggers.  Have a better Tuesday than me!  :)

Dear to be an ex smoker,

You suck!  Just sayin'.  And I don't care if "I'm just saying" is on the list of to be banished phrases or whatevski.  I'm still using it!  Every one of the words they put on that list this year, I use them all, and I've no plans on stopping that in this year, 2011.  Screw you guys! 

I'm attempting to quit smoking, and after going at most 2 or 3 hours without a cigarette I end up on my wits end ready to strangle the next person who says 1 word to me!  Just sayin', lol.   Then I click online to see this http://www.becomeanex.org/ and dippy tells me when I feel I can't fight the craving run my arse up a flight of stairs and as I'm gasping for breath I will remember.  Yes you are right, I will give you that, this reason is the ONLY reason I NEED to quit smoking.  I need to accomplish certain things in my near future and I'm blaming cigarettes for my not being able to do it. I fear falling out dead with a heart attack as I'm running my arse for a mile and a half.  I rode my bike on Sunday, what the bloody hell was I thinking?  I went appox 2 miles on this bike, my inner thighs hurt like a sonofabitch and its honestly to near my "flower pot" for it to be comfortable. I don't like aches and pains in that general area....  TMI?  I'm sorry!  But dearest Dippy, I already know I need to quit so I can run my arse up a flight of stairs and not gasp for breath.  But aren't there non-smokers out there who gasp for breath just like anyone else after running up a flight of stairs?  Perhaps it isn't as bad as when you smoke, but all in all, a gasp is still a gasp.  And why can't you tell me something useful...  haha...

Maybe I should just smoke and ignore his reminders of why I can't run up a flight of stairs?!! 

To be brutally honest, I'm using you readers/followers/fellow bloggers as my distraction right now, to distract me from the ache I feel inside as my black heart breaks with remorse of losing something of a companion. Ive carried this companion around for at least 15 years now and its heartbreaking to think of losing such a companion. Cigarettes and me are my most constant relationship.  My longest lasting relationship. 

I hear everyone saying, oh cigarettes are bad for you.  But what isn't?!  I mean really?  What in this world isn't bad for you anymore. I'm interested in knowing the answer to that question.  I truly love smoking most of the time.  I have my off days where they taste like shit and make me feel terrible as well as make my back hurt, but whatever.  Isn't that what love does?  hahaha... I'm terrible.  But really.  It's hard to fucking quit smoking. I want NEED to quit smoking! 

Ugh someone share with me a success story and what helped or didn't?  I know they say there are food cravings and driving, coffee, sex, everything.. Mines just boredom.  ugh... SAVE ME!  It's not fair that cigarettes make me unable to breath well, lol. 

Good day readers....