Dear Root Beer,

Dearest Root Beer,

    I do not like you.  I wish Subway had not taped the "Out of Order" sign over my Coca Cola.  You are not even close to my second choice. But because the selection at Subway was so limited. I chose you over the nasty, fake tea product and over sugared juice fakeness. Please do not misunderstand my picking you out of choice. I had no other choice. I am suffering!

Yours never truly,

Doria

Well dear bloggers. Ive so many things on my mind today. Perhaps it is because I was away from my internets all weekend. This is something I enjoy, being online is a love of mine! I enjoy it almost as much as I enjoy reading, and  yes that includes reading blogs. Ive been unfortunate here lately and have not braved up and brought along a book to read at work. Its funny I complain and whine about how much I despise my job and this place I call work. But most all of the time I am able to do as I please here. It's silly for me to hate it so much, but for some reason, boredom causes this hatred as well as all the morons in this general area who call me to have their cars towed. I do not like you Mr/Mrs. Moron!  Please go eat shiz and leave me alone!  Please!

I have a tooth ache today. I hate you cheap no name brand of Lucky Charms. You are evil and you make my cavity hurt.  Curse you and your fakeness!  - just sayin'. 

So I feel as though I have fell into a trench, this trench maybe more like a groove. I keep coming up with these "awesome to me ideas" and turn around to second guess each and every one of them because of things that don't go the way Id hoped. Ive blogged before about my crazay idear to be a cop.  So I'm looking into this Criminal Justice studies and well I believe I am totally backing out because it may require me to actually go into a class room and listen to someone lecture for 2 hours. Oh lawd I don't think I can do it. Perhaps I am right to step back move away and keep myself in this what I know now kinda field which I also hate here lately.  Oh I despise being grown up sometimes.

10 points of random...

I read these on Consequences be Damned-Confessions of a Spitfire and decided, because I spend my time doing it in all my other favorite places, I mine as well do it on here!  I dont know how to tag folks, so here goes nuffin!


1. Why did you create the blog?

I enjoy babbling about nuffin almost all of the time!  I should say ALL OF THE TIME!  Because it's true. I love to talk, which is all new for me, buuut it's ok.  So with this, I can babble on about whatever is on my mind that day, Monkey Butt!

 

2. What kind of blogs do you follow?

So far I am following a few.  I like to read about people and I guess in a way compare them to myself and my life.  It's interesting and fun!  I enjoy reading, so Im open to anything and everything.  I have stumbled upon a few that aren't very interesting and as Spitfire says, it's annoying to his the "next blog" and it be like the one I just read.. Grrr!

 

3. Favourite makeup brand?

Umm, Im not really that girl.  Yes I wear some eyeshadow, but to be honest with you world, Ive no idea what brand it or nor do I really care.  Like I said, Im not the one

 

4. Favourite clothing brand?

haha.. See above, but I do really like most anything they sell at Pac Sun, why did they shorten the name of that anyways?  What was wrong with Pacific Sunwear?  Cost more to make the sign or something silly like that *ponders*.  Old Navy's random t-shirts are cute at times.   

 

5. Your indispensable makeup product?

Well being as you just read my makeup life above, I guess it's my eyeshadows or mascara.  Chapstick?  Does that count?     

6. Your favourite colour?

My favorite color?  That's easy!  PURPLE with a close second of PINK. what can I say, they're cute colors! 

 

7. Your perfume?

I heart the Victoria Secret perfume I have forgotten the name of, it's delish!

 

8. Your favourite film?

Natural Born Killers.  Weird I know.  I love that movie tho. I have a lot of movies that I enjoy very often, Natural Born Killers is something different, it's like my FAVORITE song, I hear it so rarely that it's special when I watch it.  I can't say I enjoy Natural Born Killers because there are 2 crazy people running around murdering people for the hell of it, who do you think I am, a SICKO?  I just enjoy seeing Woody Harrelson being a psycho in Love.  Def some crazy stuff going on in there tho!  Lub it!

 

9. What country would you like to visit and why?

Ah can I only name one... Lets start with my #1 choice....  Romania.  Ahhh to visit Romania, I believe that when I finally make it there, there is a chance I wont come back! 

 

10. Write the last question and I will answer it: 

 

Because it's late and my brain isn't functioning properly due to need of sleep.  I will answer any random questions my readers feel deserving of my opinion on the matter!  Goodnight World.   

A picture of my phone

Why can't you take a picture of yourself lil' camera phone?  It's not fair to me to rummage through the "black hole" just to find the picture taker to take a picture of something that includes a camera.  Im sure my picture taker could take a picture of itself.  But NO! Not you you stupid peice of shiz perfect purple phone with camera.  You make me ANGRY so happy to have you nearby!

WHY WONT YOU WORK RIGHT YOU STUPID PEICE OF SHIZ PHONE  PERFECT PURPLE PHONE THAT I HEART SO MUCH!

I heart Candy, I heart junk food

Yes it's true, I love candy and junk food and I'm not very picky in regards to what kinds!  These categories, maybe the only thing I'm not picky about.  Ive cut out most chicken and cow products, Ive never been one to eat fish or seafood, it tastes and smells absolutely REVOLTING!  Veggie burgers gross me out, seems as though they stick mushrooms in there, I despise mushrooms, Dirt Food as I call it.  Guess it's more "poop food" haha.  Soy gives me indigestion as does my favorite veggie, broccoli.   I heart a lot of foods. 

To get to my point, I've decided to diet!  Everyone does it.  Why can't I?  Perhaps people I know will harp on me and tell me I look just fine and I'm silly to think otherwise.  It's taken me 28 years, 29 on Thursday to convince myself that I am a purdy good looking lady, Ive saw a few new "creases" or "wrinkles" whatever you want to call them.  It's OK, comes with age, I guess. Whatever!  It doesn't faze me much and when it comes time to "bother" me, I will cover it up with makeup right?    hahaha.. It works, I guess. Ive never paid much attention to applying makeup to myself, other than eye shadows.

My thoughts are liquid diets.  Its been many a years since I participated in a liquid diet.  Are these even remotely healthy at all?  Can there be such a thang as a liquid diet that isn't going to make me croak over.  hahaha.. Perhaps it could just be temporary to get to the desired weight?  Ah well. 

I'm tempted to raid the kitchen and toss out everything that is tempting to me, everything I know will only ruin the idea of weight loss, the basket of leftover Halloween candies on the table, which Ive wiped out most of the tasty preferences Id placed in there.  Then there is the oh soooo tasty chocolates bagged away on the table and taunting me!  Ah you are the DEVIL chocolate candy. 

It's almost the holidays and I am just not sure if I can dedicate to much to this idea, I heart the holidays and the goood tasty treats and foods my mother prepares.  Ahhh...  It's not always fun to be a lady!  Grrr!

It saddens me....

It saddens me to hear the news.  This week the news came through the grapevine, aka, Facebook, that my Mother's cousin David passed away of a heart attack. 

(David on Left, my uncle Ronny on right)

He left behind, a wife and 2 daughters I believe as well as $12.00 in their checking account.  Such terrible news.  I myself have no memory of meeting him in my lifetime, I guess these would be distant relatives?  I'm hearing the news from my aunts and Mother that someone has donated/given them a plot for burial but the funeral home is requiring $4000.00 before that will accept him.  It's unbelievable that it cost so very much money to bury someone these days!  I mean wowch!  They're accepting donations at the funeral home to help the family in need and I feel as though I may very well feel like royal shiz if I can't help these people that I don't know!  I know it's a rough time, I know people stuggle all the time.  I also know Im not one to give to very often for charity.  Wait!  That is a lie, Kroger and seems like all other resturants around here take in moneys all the time, from me, for their charities.  I feel stongly that I should atleast donate something for this one!  It's not often a family like mine asks for hand outs!  

I wonder though, why can't the family come in there with a nice wooden box, nailed together at home, some flowers and perhaps a cheaper amount, why does everything regarding burial have to be so EXTRAVAGANT!  What difference does it make to "David" what kind of box they put him in and what kinda of cement they enclose said box in?  Why is it they have to put a cement cover over the casket anyway? 


This stuff frustrates me. I think ahead, and as much as I want to LIVE FOREVER, Im sure anyone can guarantee that will not happen and I to will be forced to make plans for my ending.  Why do I have to kill the planet to be put into the earth with all these extras?  why can't they wrap me up in some decomposable cloth  and toss me in?  Throw some real flowers on top of me and they can toss in a few extra worms?  Why all the need to fill the earth with boxes and cement and embalming fluids?  Why take up space on the land for tombs?  why eat up energy to burn a body?  It's frustrating to say the least. 

So Im off to think now about how much monies I can donate to my family in need! 

--Have a wonderful day fellow bloggers--

Cabin Fever?

I'm having one of those days, feels like cabin fever?  I feel like I should be outside, soaking up some much needed sunlight, my bones need a warming.  Buuuut I'm stuck here, at work, on this slow retched day.  It was so nice being supah busy on Monday and Tuesday.  Now today the only hope I have thus far is the small detail that I will be leaving work, only a mere 30 minutes early to go sit through my child's first parent/teacher conference this year.  I do not care much for her new teacher, I stress the word new, because this is her first year, EVER with teaching.  She just graduated and my child was one of about 13 I think to be transferred into her class, I'm hopeful because she is so smart that it wont affect her too very much to be taught by a newbie! 

I'm having a great week this week, as I posted to my fellow facebookers earlier.  It's very very rare that I have a great week or even a great day, so this is a BIG thing for me!  I'm going to say it's because of the recent interest  in exercise.  I have been the laziest person I know for all of about... 20 years now, I'm 28!  haha.. OOOOOO 29 in about a week!    I discovered a while back that I should take vitamins and well me being gullible listened to the television tell me that taking fish oil is good for me too.  So Ive had a regiment of vitamin and fish oil for weeks now, I'm proud of myself for keeping up with it.  You've know idea just how forgetful I really am, no lie, Id forget my head if it weren't attached.  For serious!  When I first started with it, it did make me feel better during the days, maybe  it's all in my head, whatever!  It worked, well recently it wasn't doing much I though, back to being my normal, grumpy, I hate you, kinda lady!  I was really tired all the time did I mention grumpy, my lack of interest was at an all time HIGH and well I was just achy all over, no sickness or preggers for me, so I couldn't blame that.  I got on this kick, I need to exercise, it's something, Ive never ever ever ever done, never!  I never liked it, I never  had weight issues that skipping a few meals wouldn't take care of and well I just plain ole HATED IT!  So now I picked up this "Gazelle" from my sister.  I have to agree it does make my knee ache like she said it did hers, but only for a few minutes and I readjust myself and it eases up.  Ive felt great for like 3 days now, Ive only been at it for 3 days, but so far I'm sticking to the 30 minutes a day and haven't missed a day!  *high fives* 

I'm blogging, because I R Proud of myself!  Just wanted to share the kinda days Ive had since my last post!

Plus I recently picked up a new follower on here and her post are awesome!  Whewt Whewt!  I hope you all are doing as well as I am today and Ive high hopes for  a great rest of the week and a great birthday/anniversary dinner on Friday with great friends!    Ive scored an awesome, black dress last night while shopping, good price I think and saw the most adorable Cons also.  Ive hinted hardcore to Jamie to hook me up with them awesome cons!  :)  See pic!

I'm hopelessly addicted to Converse!

This thang...

So... I'm obviously new at this "Blogger" page.  I love my page, kinda. I love the stars, stars are my favorite  shape, I enjoy doodling them whenever I can, my sister has a supah  awesome tattoo with her daughters name surrounded with stars, it has inspired me to get me some stars tattooed on myself.  I heart stars! 

But the problem I'm having is Ive really no idea what I'm doing on here, I don't like the way it's hard to read my title and all through the stars, I don't like that, I don't know how to change that.  It's making me bonkers!

Ive apparently set the settings so my font is red, *shrugs* Another example of me not knowing what I'm doing!  I want it to be all purdy and cool like Ive seen so many look.  why can't I just wave a majik wand and figure it all. 

I'm aware of the fact that Ive only like 2 followers, altho they both seem really awesome, and their pages are supah cute, I needs some help or tips or advice on how to make me page look supah cute. Or should I just give up on the stars.  Which will make me sad....  Help?  Anyone?