Fits of rage ....

In a selfish fit of rage last night I yelled at the dog and made him sniff his own poop. Smacked his nose and tossed him in his crate where I left him for the night.

It blows my mind how two people can sit there, doing nothing and NOT see this dog crap in the floor?  Is TV that damn good?

Ugh!!

Needless to say, hormones or maybe just life in general has brought me to this evil person that I am now, constantly fighting with a dog that only wants to poop and pee and bark.

I shouldn't be so angry, at times it's hard not to though.

When you've got the weight of the world on your shoulders and a list of shit that has to be done ....

I just want to run away... They will follow me though .. Nothing will ever get any better.

This is my life..

How do I take my own advice?  How do I simply Hang  in There?

Day 216, 2012



Wednesday, August 8th

 So hello again my Dingleberries, just want to start off saying many a thankies for all the comments today. I enjoyed writing something down other than my normal 365 post.  Something that wasn't a typical diary entry or something. 

Today was pretty uneventful though we did get some news that they're still working on the mortgage thing and hopefully things will be wrapping up soon.  Still no closing date though :/  We'll see. 

Still watching the Olympics!  USA vs USA on the beach volleyball and the favorites won, I was glad. They were good I thought. 

No dog watching drama today, though I've yet to take him out for his night walk, lol.

Lastly, I'm done with the first part of my book, it's quite good.  Check it out when and if you like reading and have the time, good stuff.  I'm all ready to chat it up with my book club friends on Friday.  I've never been in a book club before, nor do I have much intelligence on much f anything, but whatever. It's good to belong to something else..  :) 

One more thing, Pray for good news from the Doctor tomorrow!  Mama Monkey Butt goes in for chemo, last we heard, they should also have some news regarding the CTScans.  God let's hope they've got it taken care of, at least the brain part of it.

It's hard to love one another sometimes.

*Note to reader aka Dingleberries:  This post has become 2 posts in one, due to the nature of my thoughts today, no need in making you come back twice, three times, four?  Whatever. Enjoy, or don't.  I enjoy you stopping by* 

Pokey and I came home yesterday and our routine is to immediately take Turdius MAXimus out for his afternoon walk.

I always heard growing up that Chihuahua is a lazy person's dog. You can just pick them up, hold them out the window and squeeze.  Rather than walking them and letting them do their duty, let me just tell you... That doesn't work, not at all, rather than him doing his duty he will snap and bite at you. They lied to me.   

So we leash him up, Pokey is grabbing her snack to go and we head out.  Rather than taking our normal direction we go down the way in front of our building.  This man and woman pull up and get this .... This dumb ho woman proceeds to yell, from the passenger side of her car that "the dog park is over there".  I'm like what the frak is she talking about? Looking at her with a dumb look on my face; I'm still unsure. She then proceeds to tell me " Stop walking your dog in front of my building letting it crap" By then I know what the frak she is talking about and I'm not happy.

Rant to follow, look away:

I clean up my dog shit, just like the sign tells me! I too have to avoid the land mines riddling the fronts of OUR building. You stupid ho need to realize what the hell you are talking about and who you are throwing blame at, because I go above and beyond to be sure I don't leave my dogs SHIT in the grass because just like you, you stupid bitch I don't enjoy stepping in shit either.  So Eff off you stupid ho!

To avoid conflict and getting my ass beat down in front of my daughter and my dog I simply tell her that I have bags for my dogs poop. That I'm not leaving his crap in front of her building.  She then tells me "The dog park is over there". What the fuck is wrong with this bitch?  I simply look at her and her man driver and let them know I'm aware of where the dog park is and tell them I'm good. Continuing my walk.

I stewed over that for the rest of the night. It bothered me that this bitch woman would dare approach someone like that. Act like a stupid cunt and yell from her car accusing me of something like leaving dog shit laying in the grass.  How dare she act that way with my child and my dog present. I hope I left my child with a good example of how to handle bitches like that.  Just sad she had to be there to see a cruel woman like that and her angry way of talking to someone.

I just had to share that with you all, it bugged me and I know they seen me walking my dog in the dog park today I just hope they see me walking my dog in front of their building again today and just like last night, I will be there tonight as well. I'm not breaking my routine for some dumb ho, she can just invest more time to pay attention she will see who is doing it, I already know, but I'm not telling! 

Can you believe that woman?

One more short thing for right now, work story. I try to keep it short. 

The new guy called in this morning, so my boss tells me when I get in at 830am. He's going to be running late, he has to put his dog down. Poor thang.

So later I hear one of the guys on the phone with him, bashing on him for being sad. For having feelings about his 9 year old dog getting hit by a car, not knowing if she will make it. Not knowing if they will put her down or what?

I couldn't believe the insensitivity of this asshole. How badly he spoke of the dog. What a fucking asshole. I couldn't take it this morning. He's on my eat shit list today.  I'm not happy with him and the way he handled that situation. I can't imagine being friends with someone like that.

What was it the preacher man said, Love one another?  It's so hard sometimes, when things like this happen. I don't know what has happened to me, but something has clicked and my sensitive side is all over the place. arg!!!

Forgive the realness of today's post, just wish people weren't so cruel these days!

It made me LOL  

What my dog should eat?

So a few days ago one of the blogs I follow ran a funny one about pissing off one of the big time dog food makers, names, chains, whatever. I thought it was hilarious and reading his post reminded me that I'd thought about looking into what exactly our dog Max was really eating. Thought to myself, ya know I'm reading and worried all this time about what I'm eating and what MY family is eating. I need to worry about what our dog is eating as well. 

So Idaho this post is for you and being your so supah smart in regards to this matter, I'd like your input and or feedback on the matter!

Of course the bag tells you it's nutritious and delicious and the television ads show you pictures of a well groomed awesome behaved dog running and chasing kids.  Of course it's always the dog with the most beautiful coat of hair and color.

It's definitely not a dog that looks anything like this ugly bastard. Holy shit I mean HOLY SHIT!  That is the ugliest dog I have ever seen. I'm pretty sure he's won an award or ten for being the ugliest.  Anyway... How many of us would buy the dog food this dog is advertising?  Yea, I probably wouldn't!

OK OK to the point...  So while at the pet store while they were running one of their clinics. Yay Max is all caught up on his shots!  There was this rude ass bitch who forgot how to work that sensor there between the brain and the mouth.  Guess she thought it was a good idea to ask my if my child had ADD?  No you dumb cunt she doesn't!! Thank you very much!!!  <-- Of course I only wished I could have said those words!

So after getting a whif of an ole Max turd there in the middle of the pet store she asked me "what is he eating?"  lolz. I'm laughing, because this is all too normal for me. I've cleaned more poop that I care to share. Got to love the "Keep Gwinnett Beautiful and Clean" or whatever it's called.

To wrap this up, she gives me a bag full of samples of a certain dog food. Now all the scoping of labels and ingredients for the last few trips out I'm wondering.... Is it so bad that they seem to be making dogs more of a vegetarian type species?  Have you noticed that? There really isn't any meat in their foods. Is this bad for them?  I guess it makes sense to only say yes, because really. All of us need something from the meats. Whether it's the protein or whatever.  Dogs don't really get vitamins I guess.... Well not my dog anyway.

So Idaho and anyone else who knows.  Is it worth it for me to spend the 16 bucks for a small bag of this dog food or is there something better out there?  The labels say it has meat in it and the chicken aside, Max fraking loves it!  lolz..   Here's their page-----> Dick Van Patten's Natural Balance