Well hello my dear Dingleberries,
I'm working on episode 2 of this whole "full plate" idea I had the other day? or was it week? Man I hope it wasn't month? I don't know, it doesn't matter.
I'm in one of those ruts, with my life, marriage, job, faith. You name it, it's rutted out.
Full plate project was all things that are going on in the MB life at this time. We know we covered the whole baby shower for Sister MB. OMG I'm glad that's over. I also have to cover the VBS but I'm holding off because I feel a rant and a giant poo flinging session coming with that one and just don't know if I should really go there. ha ha.
Original Post HERE
Looking through the list there isn't much room to rant about. Things have changed, things come and go. Of course.
Had a huge argument yesterday over the phone and it's really left me at a loss. I've picked up thinking about old habits and things from my past. Wanting to slip a little into the places I've been and came out of. It's difficult sorting through thoughts and pains and ideas.
It's some what overwhelming. So I'm forced to take it one day at a time, but I swear if this deep desire and stress to down a bottle of anything alcoholic doesn't go away tonight, I just may fall of the wagon.
It's KILLING ME!
-Hang in there