Day 96, 365 days of 2011

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Well unfortunately, Sunday sucked.  Woke up too early, like 4am-ish. Was not very cool with that. Mount Everest on my lip was reeking havoc while I was sleeping, as soon as I can google whats bigger than Mount Everest I will be able to rename this inner depths of hells pit!  Ugh.. I hate cold sores, fever blisters, whatever they are called. THEY ARE THE DEVIL.  Mine is from all that wonderful sun at 6 flags. *grumbles*

So yea, today was pure shit.  My Mom and I got into a fuss while visiting today. I'm usually not the one to fuss with my Mom, but whether it be PMS or hormones or whatever it is making me this way. I'm not really digging it.  ha ha.. For some reason, my Mother was able to get me fired up, upset and furious with the things she had to say today. I don't want to go into it on blogger, it just doesn't seem right and well I'm sure you all don't want  to hear about it.  I guess it's just a whole big mess going on these days.  I guess...  I shall leave it at that. I think everything will be all good when it's all settled down some.  *fingers crossed* I can't stand fighting with my Mom, that's why I don't do it.  Like I said, these past couple of days are just making me nuts.. 

Time with myself and my daughter this morning, was AWESOME!  I will take the bad with the good. I'm glad I had the good!  We went out to Game stop to replace the "lost" Nintendo charger and then hit the McDonald's for some cinny bites.  Yum!

It's back to work tomorrow.  Not excited about this, but whatevski!  Have an awesome Monday folks.  Goodnight to you~  How was your weekend? 

Days 94 & 95, 365 days of 2011

Friday, April 8th, 2011

Forgive me my readers for being so vague yesterday in my posting My Choice .  Unfortunately here lately I regret the fact that my blog is somewhat public. I have friends and family that can wander into my readers, regrettably I made it this way.  I don't think either party will venture this far with my blogging, but better safe than sorry. I did have a nice chat with one side and it wasn't very pleasant. But right now I think it's just best to let it settle. I've said all I can say and unfortunately somethings will never change. Thank you all for the kind words and again, sorry for the vagueness. If I ever create a not so public blog, lawd help those around me.  hahaha... Although I don't think I'd ever name drop or anything. *hugs*

Saturday, April 9th, 2011

I can tell my pictures are dark these last 2 days. The damn 3 way light bulb blew one of its ways and just isn't bright enough. If I wasn't so forgetful Id pick up some new bulbs while at the store, but of course. I am forgetful!  There are actually quite a few different style bulbs I need to pick up for the apartment *grumbles* . Anyways, lets talk about today. Today was nice. The weather was awesome and aside the weird occurrence that I seemed to swell up like a big fat hot air balloon today when we ventured out to the park and the MOUNT EVEREST on my lip.  The kids were driving me absolutely bonkers today as was the swelling and mountain on my lip.  Go figure.  Kroger doesn't sell the meat I was looking for.  I was hopeful, after watching Man vs Food today. that guy at 5lbs of Philly Cheese steak.  My daughter and I were hoping to munch on a Philly Cheese steak today. Thanks a lot Kroger for sucking so very much and not having what I wanted!  Bastards!  :)  So it was a hawtdog kinda night.  They were nasty, but aren't they always?!! 

So I leave you with that dear bloggers, readers and followers. I shall post some more randomness for tomorrow. I think I offered my cousin, who is seeking ways to earn money for a concert in Florida this year, 20 bucks to warsh my car. She's so silly, thought I was going to pay her in deer antlers.  I love my family. Goodnight I'm off to chase my daughter to bed, AGAIN.. It's after 11 pm and I've chased her probably 15348763292 times tonight. Its...AWESOME!

I've chosen my side

Dear You know who you are,

I don't agree with the way you act. The hurtful things you say. I will continue to love you and cherish you, because that is who I am. I will always be here and stand up for you. But today it seems I'm playing middle man.  To defend those I can for dearest. 

So what is one to do when two people she loves aren't playing nice? If they were children, you yell and discipline.  Sit them in the corner for time out and explain that the bad behaviour must stop.  Unfortunately we as adults don't have this choice with other adults. Grown ups aren't allowed to sit other grown ups, who are behaving like children down in the corner for time out!  Or do we? 

I'm torn with which side to choose?  To say that would be a lie.  I'm in fact not torn.  I know exactly which side I'm on this time.  It's not right to judge. Saying mean and hurtful things is not acceptable.  We are all grown ups here. I will stay on my side of choice until this battle goes a different way or ends.  That has yet to be seen.  Our world today doesn't allow such remarks as those made.  There is no call for it.  It's hurtful and on occasion could be unforgivable.  She said to me today, " I can understand his decision to wash his hands of the madness."  She understands his feelings now, regarding uncalled for remarks. As selfish and insensitive as I am, I'd never given much thought to other peoples feelings. 

I found myself being insensitive, bitchy and out right grumpy today.  But as I seen those hurtful, spiteful, just straight up MEAN words in front of my face.  I couldn't take it anymore.  I couldn't sit and allow this dirty laundry to be aired for all those who aren't involved to see. I didn't care for it. It was uncalled for. Unnecessary and well, just UNACCEPTABLE.  Out of pure anger and disgust I deleted these remarks. I erased them from the view of others.  I didn't agree and will not agree with the behaviour anymore! 

I can understand being upset. I too found my moments of being upset. But I'd never say mean and hateful things to the person I love.  I'd never act that way. Grown Ups make their own decisions; right or wrong. Grown ups are allowed to grow and make their own mistakes.  Leave it at that!  GROW UP! Let it go! Drop the BULLSHIT!  Because frankly it isn't RIGHT!  I will not agree. I will stand on the other side this time. Because it's HER LIFE!

Day 93, 365 days of 2011

Thursday, April 7th, 2011

And yes it was ABSOLUTELY necessary for me to wear a hat today.  My hair looked like hot trash today.  ha ha.  Again it's a slow crapola day!  Go figure. I'm blaming Spring Break, the fact that a lot of people are out of town or just not working this week.  That's what I'm telling myself, that's why we are slow. Right?  I'm hoping!  There is no excuse next week then.  Whewt! 

Trying to stay caught up here. Have yet another blog idea, still pounding it out though. It's too bad I'm not awesome enough to just spill it all out and get it all right the first time.  Maybe I'm just slack and searching for excuses?

Have an awesome rest of your day bloggers, readers and followers. Thanks for reading through my babbles and in case I haven't told you. Love your comments :) 

Day 90, 91 & 92, 365 days of 2011

That's right my dear readers, followers and fellow bloggers, I fell behind on my 365 days posts.  Ooopsie! 

So here we go...

Monday, April 4th, 2011

Had a busy day at work. I was thankful for that. It makes me NUTS to be slow and bored at work. Blah Blah Snore!

Tuesday, April 5th, 2011

Boring day at work.... Go figure! happy birthday to my Dad though.  I made a point, even though he told me "it's just another day" to buy him a gift, card and make the trip up to visit with him and my Mom. As I expected, my daughter wanted to stay the night, see Wednesday for reasons as to why I told her no.. haha.. My niece was not happy about me saying no and not bringing her, my niece along with us!  It was nice to see my parents and spend time with them.  I've been slack here lately and not made the trip up to see them.  Glad I did, I know they enjoyed it as much as I did!  :)

Wednesday, April 6th, 2011

I am so totally exhausted. It really isn't fair how tired I am. Today was the day, we went to Six Flags, it was as I remember, crowded and over priced.  Unfortunately my daughter was not ready for the roller coasters. I forced her to get on the Scream Machine, she wasn't happy about this.  She rode it though and didn't cry till it was over.  I didn't make her get on another one.  It was fun though, spent too much money and got some sunburn. I was happy for the warm weather and the sun to warm these cold bones of mine. It was awesome to have a day off work and looks like we will be back to the norm tomorrow. With the exception of taking my daughter to the ear Dr, again.. Blah blah snore.  Maybe all will be well and it won't take long and we can get back in routine!  :) 

So here I sit as this day is wrapping up, watching a re-run, Along Came Polly. I like this movie :)  I'm waiting, pondering, wondering... Should I just go off to bed?  I'm torn.  I will decide here soon as to what I'm doing. Other than driving myself nuts that I have this blog idea in my head and can't seem to pound out how I want to compose it.  It's making me nuts...... Ugh....  Have an awesome night friends.  Will catch up with you tomorrow....  :)

Day 88 & 89, 365 Days of 2011

Saturday, April 2, 2011.

Happy Birthday to my cousin!  Let me say it was yet another busy weekend day!  This morning one of my friends called me and lawd he was chatty and chatty some more.  I met up with my cousin, who luckily agreed to join me to a baby shower. I knew before I went I would be the only one of my group of friends there, so I was so happy when she agreed to go with me. It was so very nice to have time to just chat with her and hang out and chat a bit.  Rarity for us lately.  Guess that is what happens when you grow up and have lives. Right?

The birthday celebration was a lot of fun also, FYI!  We went to Dave and Busters.  Had some drinks and the mens played pool. It was nice to just chill and have a drink. It's been since October, Halloween to be exact, since I've drank anything.  

How was your Saturday bloggers?! 

Sunday, April 3rd, 2011

Sunday, and what a very boring Sunday it was!  Lawdy Lawdy. I did manage to pack a few more boxes and ate some Krystal for lunch.  It is my weakness, what can I say.  In my defense I only eat it like once or twice a year! Other than that... I did  nothing today. Oooo wait!  I got 3 new shoe boxes for my shoes.  Yay!  Now they all have their own boxes.  Yays! 

Happy Sunday... I may blog later on some other subjects, but that has yet to be seen .  Have an awesome night bloggers, readers, and followers.  Will blog more laters!  

Day 87, 365 Days of 2011

FRIDAY (yay)  April 1st, 2011

It's All Fools Day today.  How lovely. I spent lunch with my daughter, always fun, and she insisted on playing any April Fools Day joke she could, SHE'S 7, she actually plays April Fools year round, so it must be very special for her today. She's so silly.  If I haven't told you before, she has her security blanket, 2 of them actually, one is actually a blanket she received from her first long term daycare teacher.  She loved her teacher as much as she loved that blanket and still enjoys seeing her old teacher whenever possible.  The 2nd is her thumb.  She is a thumb sucker. She went to the dentist, I blogged about this, she has cavities. I asked them about breaking the thumb sucking and they were surprised she even sucks her thumb. She isn't showing any signs of it bothering her teeth. *high fives* Ewww I just stumbled upon some awful pictures of damages done by thumb sucking... *barf* I'm not sharing..  Anyways.  They said I wouldn't need to worry too much about it because my daughter has slacked off on it. She's a big girl now, you know?  Today I brought along her "blue blanket" <-- that's what she calls her blanket.  She was so shy about be bringing it out. She didn't want any of the kids in her class to see it, they might think she was a Kindergartner?  Can you believe that?  First grade and they already pick and all like shit heads.  I wish I were brave enough to conquer home schooling sometimes, but then again she would only be deprived the social skills.  Ugh it's a shitty world we live in sometimes.

Lets move on...Shall we?

Here I am, Day 87, another boring day at work. Woke to the news this morning they are calling for rain on Tuesday.  Ugh. We were planning our trip to 6 flags for that day. Damn!  I hate changing plans. More than anything I think!

My sister is steady planning her wedding and I am planning to go dress shopping with her this weekend.  Yays!

My cousin has changed plans and is now having her birthday party at Dave & Busters. Fun Fun Fun.. Drinks...Shooting pool... Drinks...Bowling.. Sounds like a lot of fun if you ask me. No loud 70's band to distract me and making  my drinks fall from my hand.  Awesome!  I'm not promising to drop any drinks though.

I've discovered how broke  I really am. It kinda sucks! 

Yay for Friday. Now if work will hurry and wrap up so I can go home and think about packing.  Note..I said think.. Actually doing it is a whole other story. But at least we got the kids bedrooms painted.. They are no longer pink and blue. One task down.. 8457963224566 more to go.. Oh yay!