My friends,

Dear Dingleberries,

I wanted to take a few moments and thank you all for being around. I know it's a very big world out there and we're all spread in our corners of it.  But you all seem to make it much much smaller a world. I hope that one day, in my future, in all of our futures that we are able to travel to the corners of the world and meet up with some of those we're calling best friends.  Don't think of me as lame, because I think it's sweet. And honestly, there is nothing more I'd like than to visit your part of our world, look in your face and give you a big hug.

For all the times you've helped me here in the blogosphere. For all of the kind words that you've left in my comment sections.

I'm glad you're all here, that you've pinched your nose and learned to love the poo smelling world of Monkey Butt.  Friends are hard to come by, especially for me.  I'm thankful for each and everyone of you.  You're all as close in my heart as the family I call my own.  You're all my family as well.

With Love, 

Monkey Butt 

Should I be sad?

I'm going to talk this one out real quick, feel free to click away or close the page. I won't mind, but somethings are better left put out there. Ya know, it makes us feel better at times.  Well from what  I hear anyways!

As of lately, what with all of the life stuff happening around me. I'm noticing what the people around me, friends mainly mean to me and how I think I feel to them.

As of lately, no one talks to me anymore.  They're never around or anything like that. I think I'm just misunderstanding their absence or something. Perhaps it's because I'm always around.  Maybe I too am guilty of neglecting our friendships.  I know that I don't call or text those who I speak of. Those who will remain nameless because I wouldn't want to hurt anyone's feelings. But of these missing pieces in my life, some of them I'm willing to forgive, those who I love so dearly that it doesn't really matter to me that I'm not an important part of their lives, because i know, just as they know. Life happens and it's understandable. Perhaps I misunderstand, maybe these are the real friendships where those others are the ones who aren't really the friends.

I'm so confused....

As of right now I'm in the process of grieving those lost friendships, I'm close to ready to wash my hands of them, move on with my life and stop checking in to see if they've responded at all, ever.  I guess it's sadder really that I worry about hearing from them, that I look forward to it or something.

Oh well, guess people change. I guess it's time for me to do the same.

It took me a day or two, but I finished it.  Stay tuned for today's post, did you catch my Music For A Tuesday?

Hang in there!