Showing posts with label lonliness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label lonliness. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 22, 2015

A grey day



I'm feeling a bit down today, maybe it's the weather.
It's very grey here!  I've heard it mentioned that some have seen some rain today, I'm not one of those.
  Haven't seen any rain today.

Got a call this morning, the police department requested me to search a vehicle for a possible "wounded dog".  Not only did I not want to find a dead dog in this car, I didn't want to stick my hand under a seat and find a wounded dog that would chomp down on my hand.
Luckily, no dog.  
I've  heard it rumored they think the dog was in the safety of it's home this morning when the accident occurred. 

It's a strange kind of day for me, too much caring, too many feelings.  I feel like the Grinch when his heart grows, "I'm leaking!". But seriously, I'm not crying. 

-Hang in there

Monday, December 17, 2012

What now...



One of the hardest things I'm facing right now is the lost feeling.  Everyday I grab my phone and I want to call her up.  She isn't there anymore though. What do  I do? Find someone new?  Start talking to the heavens when I'm driving?

Would people think me nuts?

I considered therapy, seriously considered it, last week.  The thought has faded a bit, still wondering if I should just give it a shot. 

I miss her, so much.