Day 21, 365 days of 2011

Day 21 huh?

Bring  it on! 

Day 20, 365 days of 2011.

Day 20!

Nuff said!

A dumb Day

Good day bloggers, readers, followers... It's a Monday here!  I'm feeling a bit inadequate today.   Lacking the insight I see flowing from others today.  It's a bummer.  I've noticed for a while now, I've got a secret envy in those who are smarter than I am.  I blame my lack of interest in furthering my education. Whatever it is, it's getting under my skin today.  I'm aching for some knowledge as well as other things right now. I'd love to run off and pass my physical tests that I've yet to apply for.  I've posted before, I'm wanting to become a police officer, but as you all may imagine my scrawny arse can't seem to get the training done that I need. I need a physical trainer.  Of course there isn't enough hours in the days to take on some other responsibilities right now.  It's depressing.   Perhaps I'm just too busy to keep up with those intellectual conversations.  I've no real opinions on intellectual matters or rather do I care to be able to hold a smart conversation with a smart person.  It is my own down fall.  I'd imagine is the only draw back to having such smart friends.

I did spell check and didn't misspell a single word up there, guess I'm smarter than I thought.  haha...   All of that was drafted earlier while I was at work, bored, again.  It was  slow day today, not that I am complaining about that!  ha!  Now I'm home, with Facebook open and wrapping up this blog so that I may post my day 20!  I hope you all had a great day! I've refrained from intellectual conversations and being around smart people all day!  *high fives*  Maybe I should read a book. I miss my readings.  If only Facebook didn't call my name each time I grabbed the book.  Shucks!

Day 19, 365 days of 2011

Hello day 19!  It was a good day!  I had my niece for the morning, her mom came a little early and hung out drinking coffee for a while before she headed out.  That was nice.  I know I don't spend enough time with my sister, I need to somehow find time to do that more often.  We work together Monday thru Friday but that doesn't count as hanging out and just sitting and chatting.  Although we do catch ourselves chatting on facebook, while at work only a wall away from each other.  Crazy I know!

So for updaters, I went to see my Mom today.  Ah yes!  That was fun!  I enjoy going to visit with my parents. They live in what I call my home town.  We moved around some when we were young, but I completed half of 8th grade and my entire High School career there. I love the small town and the people.  It's always welcoming to drive through and just look at everything they keep changing.  It's funny how that works.  I guess they are trying to stay caught up with the times, it's unfortunate!  To the point, she did not approve of my having Mom tattooed on my arm..  haha.. She said she will divorce me if I get anymore tattoos.  She's so crazy.  Later on in the conversation we talked about other tattoos and she said I should get a dragonfly on my ankle.  I guess she just wants a divorce!  She is so crazy.  But I guess that's one of the many reasons, I heart my Mom! 

Anywhos....  All in all it was a good day and pretty good weekend.  For that I am glad, I know tomorrow I will be right back to work.  Again!  It's not fair.  Not really anyways.  But then again, what would I do if I didn't go kill time at work?  Just kill time at home? With now money!  That doesn't sound fun at all!

With that being said... I'm done blogging...  Shall I clean or just sit on my arse for the rest of my Sunday, oh the decisions!

Day 18, 365 days of 2011

Derp!  I was not able to get back online last night due to my dahlin' niece being here with me.  Kids, small kids, seem like a full time job, they need all the attention and if you look away for only a single moment it could all fall apart?  haha.. It went surprisingly well with her.  We had a little fit with sleepy time and then in the morning with wakey time. But it was fun!  I didn't break the baby, whew!  It was a good time. I think I most enjoyed just helping my sister out in her time of need. Those of us who have children, know those children were once small children, may be still small children.  It's good to know someone is there to help you when you need the break isn't it?  I'm glad I was able to help her yesterday, she told me this morning they went out for dinner and went home and fell asleep.  Nothing wrong with catching up on a little of the lost sleep that comes with parenthood.  I'm glad I was able to help... I've already said that!  :)

So it's Sunday...morning....  Almost 12 to be exact and I'm making my plans to run out to see my Mom today.  Gonna break out the supah awesome tattoo for her to see...  I will post later exactly how that goes.  If she's pissed she's definitely going to pose a pissed off photo, haha... 

Everyone have a great Sunday, I believe I'm on track now and will post my day 19 later!  :)

What?!!! No makeup!!!???

Random thought of right now...

I just realized I didn't wear any makeup out today, eeeep!  Ive always got eye shadow on, I've slacked off on the mascara, stopped wearing it entirely, but not the eye shadow. I just realized I didn't put any on today. What a shame. I always like my eye shadow. Damn!!

My niece is coming to stay the night with me tonight, eeeep again, she is only 1 year old and sometimes I have my doubts with small children .  I shouldn't!  I mean my child made it through 7 years with this mess of a mom, but for some reason, I just doubt my abilities when other peoples children are involved. 

That being said, I should get my arse moving and blog my 365 post.  Eeeeppp!  Must make time after I get the lil' bugger in bed tonight!

Life is good award!

It's Saturday morning and I'm bored with facebook again, no one online, that's no fun!  So I stumbled into my blogger this morning to see, what if anything, I may have missed while sleeping.  Low and Behold it wasn't much, did catchup on some readings this morning.  Only 2 so far today, readings that is.  I make my way into comments and into this fabulous girls blog only to see she is passing awards to her readers/followers, Awe shucks!  I am one of those.  She is the sweetest.  Check her out here Starlights Crazy Thoughts .  She's an awesome writer and follower of mines!  :)

So lets check this one out, shall we?  And here we go.... weeeeeeeee!

Let me start by saying, Yes, life is good!  I lub my life.  It has it's ups and downs, just any other normal human being.  But it's fun how that works. What is the saying?  Gotta take the bad with the good.. Something along those lines?  Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong.  So this lovely but chilly Saturday morning, I'm sitting on the couch, killing time with facebook and my games.  *boring* Although I am listening to an awesome  play list one of me dearest friends made for us ladies.  Awesome chics like La Roux, Bat For Lashes, and Lykke Li.  3 of what maybe my favorite chic singers, EVAR!  I find myself listening to this EVERYDAY at work, the other day it wouldn't load for me and it was probably one of the worst days this year.  haha. If you find yourself so inclined and have yet to hear the awesomeness of these lady, you should check them out! 

So, onto the rules and the name  of this game for awardness.  Ha! ::

1. First, thank and link back to the person that gave the award.

2. Answer the 10 survey questions

3. Pass the award along to other bloggers whom you think are fantastic.
4. Contact the bloggers you have chosen to let them know about the award

Check for number 1!

Moving on to number 2....  Dom Dom Dom....

 

1.      If you blog anonymously, are you happy doing this?  If you aren't anonymous, do you wish you started out anonymously, so that you could be anonymous now? 

No, my blogs are not anonymous.  I'm fine with this. I usually find myself blogging on eventful and not so much days.  I try to squeeze in other ideas, but I usually don't take the time.  So to answer the 2nd half of the question.  No I wouldn't change a thing!

2.      Describe an incident that shows your inner stubborn side.  

haha.. I am definitely very stubborn, rebellious and hard headed. You can tell me what to do, but damn Skippy you better know, I do it if I want to, unless you're my mom, then I do what you say, when you say it, cause you are meaner than I am, can out run me and beat my arse for sure!  I know I have many many incidents to show my stubbornness, but for the life of me I can't name it right now. 

3.      What do you see when you really look at yourself in the mirror?  

Ah, now how to answer this without sounding conceded.  Oh well, screw it.  I see what I can call a very lovely lady? (don't answer that) I use the question mark for the lady part?  I mean what do you call oneself at this ripe age of 29?  Am I a lady if I don't burp fart and sit all proper-like?  Or am I lady just for using my manors?  Oh well, who cares.  I see myself as very pretty.  It has truly took my entire 29 years to see this!  That in itself is an accomplishment for me.  I see a lady? maybe I should use woman?  Damn I don't know.  I see a person who has conquered all the bullshit handed to her, taking the beatings, the loss the suffering.  The sadness, all that life can throw at her in such a short 29 years. I've taken it in stride and conquered it all.  I am working hard to raise my daughter right, to keep her safe. To make her smart. To wipe her tears and hug her tight when she's mad or sad.  I stand up for my friends and family, those who are deserving. I put nothing before my family/friends. I'm oddly lacking affection towards others and enjoy this.  To cut it to the point. I SEE AN AWESOME, CONQUER THIS BULLSHIT WORLD WITH A SMILE ON MY FACE, PRETTY AND SUPER AWESOME MOM! So there!  Call it what you will!

4.      What is your favorite summer cold drink?

Milkshake YO!  I love the Jamocha shake at Arbys and of course I love chocolate shakes and occasionally I find myself order a strawberry shake for the  hell of it.  They are pretty tasty!

5.      When you take time for yourself, what do you do?

I read, books, blogs, whatever.  I play on facebook, A LOT. Sometimes I ache just to sit alone, in the quiet and think about whatever.  Ya know?

6.      Is there something that you still want to accomplish in your life?

This is a stupid question, just sayin'!   Who really doesn't have anything left to accomplish?  I mean really, sorry... Stupid question... Now to answer it,  yes there are a lot of things I'd like to accomplish in my life, derp!  I've no bucket list or anything, I just kinda come up with ideas randomly and run with them!  hahaha... I'd say for now, I'd like to rawk this exercise thing and get myself into the police academy!  That's what I want to accompish RIGHT NOW!  How's that?

7.      When you attended school, were you the class clown, the class overachiever, the shy person or always ditching?

High school was the last school I attended.  What can I say?  I was a lazy pot smoker back then, I hated school and wanted no part of staying in it after graduation.  It was more fun for me to go to work and have money and freedom without worrying with failing school or anything. I considered myself very lucky to graduate high school. See the part about hating school! haha...  I was definately no clown, no over achiever, only ditched one time, they gave me saturday school for that, I never did it again, lol.  I know for sure, I was a pretty shy girl until maybe like 12th grade, but I still had some shyness then also.  So there you go, I was the shy person! 

8.      If you close your eyes and want to visualize a very poignant moment in your life, what would you see? 

Ah yes, well the one to best suit this one would be the loss of my grandpa.  He passed away back in 2007.  It was so very devastating and really unexpected.  I was unable to function the day they called me, it was a battle to get myself to work. I wanted to crawl back in bed and just stay there. It was sad.  I knew I should comfort my mother, but I am the one of our family that doesn't  like to show my weaknesses.  I don't want her to see me cry and it was so very hard. I just stayed away that first day, to toughen myself up before having to face my mother.  It was a hard time for me.  Nuff said!

9.      Is it easy for you to share your true self in your blog, or are you more comfortable writing posts about other people and events? 

Yes I think it's easy for me to share my life with a public I've ever actually known or met.  I mean it's not to personal of a blog.  I do leave some things to myself, somethings just shouldn't be shared.  But ya know, that's everyone. But I also find myself blogging about others and their events...  Or do I?  I think it's just my rambles of whatever is on my mind that day!

10. If you had the choice to sit down and read a book or talk on the phone, which would you do and why? 

Please give me the book.  I love to read and I've been so lazy with it here lately, there are days when I just want to ignore the phone ringing and keep my nose in my book.  That was be the best day ever.  A vacation from the phone with my book, oh to dream!

 

So there we are, I answered 10 questions for ya... haha.. Oh fun.. Now for the finale!

I am required to pass on this award. I liked Starlights idea of just passing it on to her readers. I know my readers, they come back often and comment on my posts. I also read their post and they are wondermus.  I enjoy it greatly, so... If you are a reader, a follower and a commenter.  Then I am most likely doing the same for yours.  So if you haven't already been blessed with this award, take it NOW!  You deserve it and I love to read your posts.  So there!! Have fun!  I promise it's a lot of fun!!!  Have  agreat day and keep up the blogging. I get bored ya know?  Need lotsa stuff to read, so GET TO WORK!  Happy Saturday readers and Thanks again Starlight!