Some of you know I've been.... struggling... with religion this past year or so. Mama MB called upon God in her time of need, when she found out how sick she was. She then found a church and reached out for guidance and support. With time I took to going with her and Papa MB. Figured it would be nice to spend a day doing something they enjoyed. I found it rewarding...
Mama MB got worse in worse in recent months leading up to her death. I rebelled and became very angry with God. I quit going, not only because they weren't going anymore, but because I couldn't find it in myself to understand why this God was taking my Mama MB from me. I was very angry.
Pastor said today, that God comes back and takes the dead from this place. This earth. Does this mean they (the dead) are stuck here also until God comes back to take them from this place?
I want to believe, I'm trying so. I do believe... I think... I keep telling myself she's in a better place. I keep telling myself this. Her pain and suffering is over, this much is true. That much I am glad for. I'm glad she isn't suffering from her cancer anymore. For that I am glad, but I'm just a bit confused as to why he said the dead will leave this place when God comes back.
What does this mean?
