Completely out of the question, considering I've zero abilities to dance... Among other things!
But yea, I never really gave a thought as to what I would really being doing.
Now I sit here ... as an
I can't say there is a void or something missing. I just wonder
Is this it?
Is this forever? Is this what I will always be doing. Nothing... Nothing of importance .. With the exception of my monkeys, I've nothing much to show for this life. No other GRAND memories.
I wonder, if I'd given it more thought. Would I be doing something else? If I'd chosen the football star? Of if I'd actually tried to look the part, would I have gotten any further?
Life is weird.
And to be honest, I don't know that I would change a thing if I were able to go back in time. Well, maybe a thing or two.
One day I'll know. Then! THEN! It will be GRAND!
-Hang in there
Hey old friend. I'm back. Grown up? Who wants to grow up? I hear those strippers can pull in a couple of grand a night. Worth the dancing lessons huh?
ReplyDeleteDid you feel any better after writing this post? Hope so.
ReplyDeleteSome people have that drive- to move, to accomplish. Others don't mind taking things as they come. My son is the one, I'm the other.
ReplyDeleteHaha I would have loved to have seen your families face when you said you wanted to be a stripper lol.
ReplyDeleteMy sister has never known what she wanted to be and still doesn't. She is in a job she enjoys though and thats the main thing.
I think a lot of us feel as you do. I know I have similar feelings...I guess it's normal! :)
ReplyDeleteI've felt the same. Guess I wanted to be a bit more academic in life. I'm too old to do anything about it now. The chance may still come for you.
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