This picture is dated a little over a year before she passed away. Life is a messed up place sometimes isn't it? I sit and think about all the things she has missed already.
I look out my kitchen window most nights watching for her to come walking through the woods from her house to mine ... It's never going to happen .... I hate that!
Life is hard .... I miss my Mama MB so very much!
- Hang in there!
It's so hard to miss someone who was such a big part of our lives.
ReplyDeleteI do the same thing with my Granddad. Makes me tear up each time.
(HUGS)
I don't think grief ever stops, but I think we learn how to deal with it better as time goes on. I still get sad that my Nana isn't my graduation photos - she was my second mum, and SO proud that I went to university.
ReplyDeleteMassive hugs to you - thinking of ya! Give those mini MBs a squeezy cuddle as you are their Mama MB!
(hug)... been there, long ago...
ReplyDeleteThe memories can never be taken away. I know when you aren't looking, she's holding that baby boy ; )
ReplyDeleteGrief is a hard thing to navigate :(
ReplyDeleteMama Monkey Butt isn't gone; she's right there in your baby's eyes.
ReplyDeleteHi, I am a new follower on your blog. I couldn't resist visiting when I read the name of your blog. Very cool and unique and it certainly makes you want to find out what your blog is all about.
ReplyDeleteI'm very sorry about your loss. Grief sucks and I can tell you after losing two children and four of my five brothers (brothers over a span from 1980 to 2012) that the grief never goes away, but neither do our precious, treasured memories. They say that time heals all wounds. I tend to disagree, but time does lessen the intensity of the pain. At some point, and it's obviously different for everyone, but at some point we get to a place where we don't cry everyday. We reach a place where we don't think about our loss every moment of every day. I realized that when I could laugh and find comfort from telling and retelling stories, viewing photos and videos that I would make it.
My heart goes out to you and I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
I firmly believe that you'll see each other again. I don't mean in the traditional churchy version of heaven, but in my heart I know there's something more than what we have here. That which is you and that which was Mama MB never goes away.
ReplyDeleteMama MB is with you, she is the angel helping care for your children. it is okay to miss her, she was your mum.
ReplyDeleteBig hugs and much love for you lovely lady xx
Big hugs love. Sorry I have not been around until now.
ReplyDeleteShe lives strong, in your memories, in your heart. As long as you keep here close there you will never be apart.
xx