So if I'm being honest, there's a list of things I've given up on so far in this life. To list a few I'd have to say, my first marriage, candy crush and drinking (for a while). Right now I feel heavy in the burden of school. Because of the state of the world and the situation we are in with the covid numbers rising in our area my kids have been home and on an alternating face to face schedule. It's mainly because of this that I can truthfully say I have started drinking again, hey what can I say. The problem runs deep.
My current serious dilemma though is my teenager. She's 17 now, I can't believe it, and has the worst attitude ever. I've never remembered myself acting the way she acts. Perhaps because my family would have knocked my head off, of course I'm a wimp and don't typically strike the children. Although I have started threatening one of the boys with a spoon and it seems to be working. I joke, but I guess it's not really funny. Yall she's giving me a true run for my money. Its so hard and so difficult and I'm at such a loss. She's going to fail, without a doubt and she's going to have to retake some courses, but it seems as though she doesn't care at all. I don't know what to do. I know I'm rambling and that wasn't my intentions.
What are you thoughts? How are you today?
