Whoa, a thousand times. (and one)

So I just realized my last post, the one where I complained about feeling less that 100% and crying about the weather.. 

That was my 1000th post.

What a waste right!

Can't believe I've posted 1000 posts, never really thought about where this blog would go or if anyone would even read it when i started it, but hey.. I'm glad I did.

It's raining here... but not cold.  I'll take that.

-Hang in there.

MB

bipolar weather

Happy Wednesday Dingleberries. 

I'd blame the camel for my feeling less that 100% today, but that would be unfair.

Today's feeling of poo are mostly to blame on this bipolar weather we have here in the great southern [suppose to be warm all the time in the south] state of Georgia!  Yes I know we're not Florida and all of their perfections, HA! [Dare I remind you of the bath salt zombie incident and then there was that thing with the skittles.] Just sayin' they're not as perfect as you think they are, but it is warmer there..  

But I'm rambling.

So they called for another "winter storm" 2 days ago....

Mind you, it was COLD, but nothing like this... Nothing like anything, pretty sure it didn't even snow or anything.  I think our state enjoys giving people anxiety. Luckily it doesn't work on me, so I left the house without a jacket and most likely socks.

Today, it's like 54 degrees...

Needless to say, 

my head it stopped up completely.... It runs and runs and it's red and hurts like a mad, but there is still no air passing through this thing.  

Darn our bipolar Georgia weather for my current mood swing and terrible head cold. 

Is it time to go home yet? 

-Hang in there!

parenting fail #46745132

This made me laugh ... but has nothing to do with this post.  Well aside from it being kid related.

Had [another] an argument with my 12YO this morning (Pokey).  I guess all these prego hormones and her pre-teen hormones are really taking a toll on the both of us.

She cried in her room last night, because "all we do is fight".  

YES I FELT HORRIBLE FOR THIS

So this morning, as usual we're running late and girl has absolutely NO SENSE OF URGENCY.

So I'm trying not to yell and be a crazy mother, without much success.

Long story short, we missed the  bus and on the way to school we're fussing about something and she wacks my arm. I was like WTH?!?!

lol

She knew she'd messed up then, I grounded her and she fussed some more.

So in the end, she said kind of under her breath that she "hates parents".  So what does MB do, yes without thinking.. I begin to get upset, cant help but think about Mama MB and how many times I probably said something stupid like that to her and now... she's gone now.

So me, being an uncontrollable psycho ... I said...  

"Well, one day you'll wake up and you won't have parents... and by then you may be a parent.. or not.. then you have no worries."

INSTANT REGRET!!

Not only am I suffering inside that I miss my Mama MB, but my own daughter "hates parents" 

Keep in mind, I know it's not true and she was just being a kid..

Lord I wish I'd not said those words this morning.

Needless to say, I cried half way to work, lol ..

Parenting man, it's hard sometimes.

-Hanging in there.

Prego with Twins

This is the worst pregnancy I've had so far.  

These boys are kicking my butt.

Hormones man, hormones. 

-Hanging in there