Do you think I should trust her?

I found amazement in myself these past hours.

I found myself lost in the darkness seeking the person I once knew.

The person who could only say "Eff You". 

The one who could walk away and just not give a shit.

 I missed her most of all yesterday as a strange realization and fear struck home and shook the naive innocent me into something sad. 

I didn't want fear, I didn't want stress.

I didn't want love.

I'm amazed, simply because I made it through. 

That I came out victorious and the myself I thought I wanted to run hand in hand with,

she is now a part of me that I know no matter how hard I try to lock her away,

she is always a part of me and I need her. 

I need her to keep me...

ME!

I can keep on loving!

 She says it is OK!

(photo taken here)

365 days of 2011

Well Dingleberries, Monday has came and went.  For that I am glad. Now I've got a clusterfuck of a mess in my head from Mondays drama and it's making me nuts. I'm not always the one to go public with my mental instabilities and well I'm not doing it now, haha.  Sorry!  It's safe to say, I'm glad the day is over and now not to have awful unsettling dreams again.  SHIIIT!

So here we go, playing  catch up with the days I've slacked off.  Never mind the posts I have yet to read. That's a rant for another day!  Here we go, lets do this thang!

Day 243

Thursday, September 8th, 2011 

Did you Dingleberries remember to check out my Thursday's Monkey Post?  If not well then GET TO IT. I'm kidding, I'm kidding...Kinda ;)

On another note, I want to announce today is one of my favorite girl friends birthdays. I love her bunches.  I've blogged about her awesomeness HERE.

Day 244

Friday, September 9th, 2011

Happy Friday? 

Yea I'd like to say so.  Spent awesome much needed time with Pokey and had some awfully nasty Dairy Queen.  Gags!

Day 245

Saturday, September 10th, 2011

OoOoOoOo Saturday was awesome, I remember we had fun at the school family day where my lil tiger got her face painted. We went to Little 5 Points in Atlanta and had a nice lunch and some awesome shopping times. I let the guys at Psycho Sisters dress me in what they thought was cool and managed to get out of there without breaking the bank. Found an awesome skirt and shirt thing for the 90's party and had an awesome night!  Ahhhhhh.... If only every day could be so perfect!  Damnit!

Day 246

Sunday, September 11th, 2011

Sadly, I think I went all day without once thinking about it being 9/11. I may go to hell for saying such a thing.  But it was a hellish day. I felt like crapola for most of the day (thanks tequila) and then lazed around the house the rest of the day. It was boring, but nice.  Strange enough! Back to work on Monday.  Damn!

Day 247

Monday, September 12th, 2011

Hey did I mention Monday fucking sucked? Just in case I forgot. There ya go!  Monday fucking sucked. Awesome!

Goodnight Dingleberries. 

Thursdays Monkey 'butt'

Well hello my fellow Dingleberries.  This week we've got an adorable photo.  I'm afraid I don't know where the post came from and cannot link to his page, but I can link to one of my favorite Dingleberries!

So enough of my babble, here ya go!

I'm told the original caption read : 

 "Obama, Boehner solve most recent dispute like civilized primates."

They're cute little fellers regardless, check out TIM I always enjoy reading up on his posts. It's always an awesome time checking into peoples lives and seeing how they are doing.  Check it out! 

Have an awesome day Dingleberries and a pleasant tomorrow!  Tomorrow is Friday you know and for the people who don't work this weekend, I envy you!  Lucky bastards!  ;)



7 questions and 7 links... OoOoOoOo fun!

Well it's been a while since I've done any tagged work lately and since the lovely Starlight did just that I'm off on this adventure, bound and determined to get it done. It may take me days to get it all together, but I will eventually! 

 It’s actually 7 links to answer 7 questions which you have blogged about.

So here we go:

1)    Your most beautiful moment - My realization that this thing called Love isn't something I can just stop doing, I never stopped doing it and all the fear I have about it not working, will all be worth it in the long run!  I lerve you

2) A post that didn't get the attention I thought it deserved-  Happy Dads Day  cause my Dad is awesome and so is yours!

3)    My most popular blog post - Well if most popular means the one with the most comments then HERE YA GO it was my babbles about getting sick and needing a vacation, nothing new there!  I miss Jobonster though she was always awesome to catch up with :/

4)    My most controversial blog post - Well there isn't much controversy on my page, lawd knows I babble mostly about my life and whats going on, the only thing I can think of, right now would be my semi-religious post, I am in no way religious and quite frankly just choose not to believe it, but some people may not agree, sorry folks this is the best I got!  Dream a little weird dream

5)    My most helpful post-. A quick lesson in hair color 101, what not to do, lmao! Adventures in hair color

6)    A post whose success surprised me-   Its not like it got a lot of success but I was shocked that anyone liked it :) My first 100 word post

 

7)    The post I am most proud of…  The post says it all

Now I have the Honor to tag seven people who (hopefully) will also “answer” to these seven “questions”, being as I was tagged by Starlight and we share a few mutual blogging friends, I'm hoping I'm not tagging people she has already tagged, I'm sure of a few of them! 
Happy Frog , P , Floyd The Fish , TIM , LEX , SAM , Holy Hell

      

Out of curiosity I took it upon myself to see exactly how long it will take me.. Start :8/25/11 @ 2:48pm 
Finish: 9/7/2011 9:25pm  Holy crap that took me a minute.... bwhahahaha.. Enjoy folks!

Days 241 & 242, 365 days of 2011

Tuesday, September 6th, 2011

For starters, lets say, Happy Birthday to my Mom, she's super awesome you know?!  It was a lovely day off to the end of an extra long weekend. I loved every minute of it and felt awesome to just sleep in a little and hang out with super awesome people all day long!

Tomorrow it's back to work for me!  Yuck!

Wednesday, August 7th, 2011

Today was my Monday and though it didn't really feel like a Monday, for that I am glad. I came into work this morning with a desk covered in anything work related. Towing invoices, purchasing invoices, phones ringing and a need of more coffee. I was glad to be back though.I knew by the looks of everything on my desk, I wouldn't have many moments of boredom today. Those days are few and far between and I honestly enjoy being balls to the wall so to speak.  Speaking of, our last outing, the Rehab show I babbled about a couple of weeks ago.  That saying came up and Im afraid I've no idea what the hell that even means.  Balls to the wall?  Any takers?  Someone tell me. 

I'm also realizing it's WEDNESDAY, that means tomorrow is Thursday and I've gotta get myself to looking for tomorrows Monkey butt post.  I know you guys/gals just can't live without it, can you?  Yea, that's what I thought! 

Enjoy your tomorrow folks!  Cya later Dingleberries!



365 days of 2011

Well hello there Dingleberries. It's Monday and Labor Day!  It was a pretty awesome day and a very lovely weekend.  My Twitter friends may have noticed my babbles on camping.  So yes indeedy we went camping this weekend and I haven't been at all this year. It was quite awesome!  So I'm dedicating this post to my weekend and playing catchup with my 365 days posts. Should be easy enough!  :)

Thursday, September 1st, 2011

Another new awesome shirt. I lerve it!

Friday, September 2nd, 2011

Yay Friday, marked for a great weekend. Plans were slightly a mess this day. I'd planned and hoped and rearranged last minute stuff because I really wanted to go camping. All day searching through the interwebs and I wasn't coming up with anywhere that would have us for the weekend. Damn state parks and their holiday minimums. really made my brain baby ache!  tee hee! With thoughts of giving up and trying to make other plans for the weekend.

Went out to dinner with two of my favorite peoples and had an awesome night after all the grumbles of the day!

Saturday, September 3rd, 2011

Oh Saturday how I lerve thee.  We came up with a brilliant plan, slammed some bags full of clothes, hit up the storage place and loaded up the tent and sleeping bags (just in case). It was a day to escape to the lake and sit back and relax.  My parents decided to tag along, in their own car of course, we planned to stay at the campsite at the park.  Yippy! Unable to call them we made the trip to the mountains, only about an hour trip and definately worth it. Nothing like making new memories with people you love. We went to this lake quite a bit back when we were yungens and it was exciting to take the kiddos along this trip.  They lerved it and we were so lucky as to get a campsite that night!  Yesssss!

A few pics from the day at the lake!?

My lil Pokey on the slide. She was so brave this year and went down that bish like a million times!  Whewt!

So folks it was an awesome day and there is more to come!  :)

Sunday, September 4th, 2011

Night #1 in the tent was terribly uncomfy.  The ground was hard and the Pokey wasn't too happy about sleeping on it. We had a tent and sleeping bags but they just didn't offer the comfort we needed!

It was an awesome day though!  Spent the day in Helen and lawdy did my feets hurt. No fear Im sharing my pics with you on this one as well. How could I not?  It being so awesome and all, for those that have been following me for a while you know how much I love the small adorable town of Helen.  Its adorable Swissness buried within the GA mountains!

And there we have a few photos from Helen and the falls! I lerve it.

Monday, September 5th, 2011

Happy Monday Dingleberries and a Happy Labor Day.  We heard the rain start this morning with the camping adventure, got our butts up and everything was going okay until it was time to break down the tent and BANG POW BOOM the bottom fell out of the sky and it rained and rained.  Lovely weekend we had. Made it home after a quick stop at McDs for some coffee and breakfast.  It was awesome. Went shopping with the ladies. Not really sure a Labor Day could get any better. I've got a vacation day lined up for tomorrow and nothing much to do other than ring in my Mom's birfday tomorrow. Should be awesome times!  Sleep wells folks. Hope your week is AWESOME!



Thursday's Monkey 'butt'

RIP Amy Whinehouse:

I know it's been a few weeks or longer, honestly I can't remember and I totally went on a rant about her death and the disrespectful things some people had to say about it. But all that being aside, she was talented and the world is one less awesome person now! So enjoy!

Monkey Man