Surgery 1

 I don't know what to say or do at this point. I believe myself to be mentally exhausted and the anxiety is doing me no favors!  Today was surgery day.  The doctors put in the cath port and the peg tube aka feeding tube.  He's not currently unable to eat, but the oncologist didn't want to proceed without having one in place, just in case it becomes impossible for him to eat.  I get it, but it was quite the event and the pain though still fully there is just now beginning to ease up a little.  Dude it's been like 12 hours. I'm almost dead tired, and I didn't have to deal with half of what he dealt with today. 

Until next time, Ill keep hanging in there. I hope you'll do the same. 

-MB

Sunday, so soon

I've been strangely tired all day,  though I know it's from staying up late last night.  Yea, that was dumb.

I logged in tonight with hopes of posting, something.  But instead I did something better and ran around reading blogs and posting some comments. It's been a while.

Now I'll just post a few words and head to bed.  I've so many things I could say (complaints and poo flinging mostly) but I'm trying to refrain.

It's been a piss poor weekend, which is unusual for me.  I'm excited that there may be a girls night out coming up this Saturday. I hope it works out, because I seriously can't remember the last time I seen these girls.

Good night, Dingleberries!



-Hang in there

Looking forward to do nothing!

Not much to blog about as of lately. Nothing of great significanse going on either. 

Just hanging in there right now, 

trying to stay caught up.

It's been over a week or two since I've posted anything. I've been trying to stay busy at work and at times I find myself falling into greater distractions.

Very bad thing for me.  

Distractions I mean.

I pray all is well with the world wherever you are.  I hope soon I will have more to blog about too. I know there is plenty of catching up on posts for me to do.  

I will get them done.

Till then.

Hang in there my Dingleberries

Day 33, 2012

Wednesday,
February 8th

My 1st self mirror portrait, whatever.

Happy Wednesday Dingleberries.  A few of you caught me blogging earlier, thanks for staying tuned for today's post. 

I suffered through the machine tonight.  Have I mentioned I'm not exactly fond of the whole exercise thing?  yea,  just so you know!  It isn't that great. I only gave it 30 minutes tonight. I did a few sit ups crunches and attempted to do some chin ups. lolz.  I suck at those, I can do...OH.... One I think?!!  lolz

Mr Monkey Butt is asleep on the couch, it's freezing in here and his head looks like it's sweating. WTF?  I may never understand that one, he is dressed in his work clothes though.  So whatever. Lucky turd gets to sleep though.  I couldn't sleep right now anyway, though I would really love to. 

3 days on the machine so far. I'm patting myself on the back, because I try try try to tell myself to make sure I do it and so far I've not really let myself down too much! Yay me. 

Now I'm tired and need to get tomorrows Monkey Butt ready for you Dingleberries.  Goodnight, Hang in there!

Day 79, 365 days of 2011

I'm working like a mad woman right now to complete everything I'm working on.  Blogger, I've 2 post for tonight and also need to face my facebook addiction. I've too many app games on there and it's going to drive me MADDDDD! 

How are you dear bloggers, readers and followers?  I hope you are all well.  Things are going okay down here.  Can't wait for warm weather, dreading the rain for the weekend.  If there is any. I know the weather man couldn't predict weather if his life depended on it. That and GA weather is absolutely REDONKULOUS!

It's getting closer and closer every minute to the time I am suppose to get to bed. Ive been telling myself over and over to get to bed early, but of course, my addiction keeps me from it... Blah blah blah.. 

Here's my lazy arse cat for your viewing pleasure.  Have a wondermus night folks!

She's a lazy bum and is sleeping beside me....  Turd!