Day 222 & 223, 2012

Happy Wednesday Dingleberries, How many of you caught this weeks What I'm Loving Wednesday?  I put forth a great deal of effort and clicking to get that posted for you today, ya better check it out ;) Go ahead, I'll wait.

So, let's move on.. .Shall we? 

Today was yet another day in paradise.  Ya have seen me babble this week about the home purchase stuff and the stress it's causing me. I think we've got it figured out now.

• Got the termite inspect done...
• Got the foundation inspected
• Got the septic inspected
• And they can add the first years insurance into the mortgage and everything else will go into escrow for future stuff

Now we wait...Some more.  But there is a little bit of good news. Seems as though our part of it is DONE.

Tuesday, August 14th

Watching Listening to the news tonight and it's making my brain ache.  It may not be the news though, they're talking about political stuff and I'm so lost with it this time. I mean I've never really gotten into politics, I've only voted once and I've no idea who I'm voting for this year. Though from what I hear EVERYONE with a brain or at least half of a brain is saying to vote Obama out.  It is what it is and I'd love to know more, but sadly I won't spend the time trying to figure it out. I'm just a slacker like that. Anyone care to share their opinions and ideas on this whole thing. I'm open to suggestions at this point.

I did recently vote NO on the whole 1 percent tax thing to improve the traffic.  Load of bullshit if you ask me. They won't ever be able to make Atlanta, GA traffic better. That will take an act of God or something.  But they gave it a shot, we just wouldn't allow it. 

Wednesday, August 15th

Now they've moved from politics to foods, chocolate actually. They're telling me if I eat the dark chocolate, which isn't my favorite I can live longer.

They're so full of it.

I walked today, I plan, hope I can do it everyday for a while. I'm tired of being lazy and it's making me ache.

I need a drink. I need a stiff drink. I almost downed the bottle (not the whole thing) of Tequila tonight, but the thought of it made me gag. I still want it though. Wishing we had some beer or something, ugh..

I need to get some sleep, I didn't go to bed with the chickens tonight. That shits for the birds.  What's the difference between sitting here blogging to you good people and laying in bed awake wishing for sleep? Sounds like a dumb move if you ask me. 

Good night Dingleberries,

Hang in there!

Let me Live

I think as humans we come to lose value and appreciation.  The constant drag downs and suffering.  Those I care so dearly for in constant struggle.  Or perhaps this brings them to appreciate more than the rest of us. More than myself. 

I sit back only to piss and moan about the constant groaning and suffering of those I love.  Those who choose not to make their situations better. Sadly I thrive on those who are too weak to make it better. TO take their lives in their own hands and control their worlds.  I make it my point every day to make something better of my situations. To avoid any and all of this constant media whose only goal is to make us feel bad about our lives.

I’m torn and angry right now as my world as I know it is taking shape into something I don’t care to know about. I remember being a child and not knowing and not caring was  what the world was to me.  I know today I must be a grown up, I must get out of bed each morning with the sunshine peaking through the limbs of trees. I must stir my darling daughter from her slumber and we being responsible children make our way into the world, each and every day. There is not always time for that awesome walk or bike ride that takes me away from the world.  Takes me away from the interwebs that I may add are only here to poison my mind with the nonsense I enjoy staying away from, the drama of someone else’s fantasies. To be blunt, the shit I just don’t care to know!  I don’t care who died by lethal injection and how cruel and evil it was. How wrong they were to make an example of said soul. Talk about being in the wrong place at the wrong time?  Well it’s either that or hell ya may have just been guilty. Why should I stress myself over things that are not in my control? Over things, I have nothing to do with?  Perhaps if we make ourselves better people and tend to our own business we wouldn’t be in said wrong places at the wrong time.

I’ve no pity for these fools. I’ve no desire to dish my two cents in the whole thing only to be criticized and cursed for my jaded mind. Perhaps it’s jaded because they have brought me there. I want to live and let live.  Peace is such a bullshit line that for many a decade they have preached and praised for peace but we won’t see the world at peace.  Face it! It’s a bullshit world full of bullshit wars and bullshit lies.  Accept it and move on with your life.  Will ya?  I’m at peace with my life. Sure I would enjoy more money. Sure I would enjoy more life. Sure I would enjoy all of the above and extra days off during the week. But it just isn’t in the cards for me. I’m happy living my life, going to work every day and raising my child to be as hard working and responsible as I am. I can’t sit around at home today working my dream job and living like shit.  It doesn’t sound exciting to me! It doesn’t sound like me at all!  

Here’s an idea.  Enjoy your days and who gives a shit what the world is doing?! They’ve been at it for years and have yet to get it right.  Just let it go! Live your lives and stop preaching and stressing and pushing our lives full of the drama we are trying to avoid! 

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